"Famous actor and comedian, Randy James commited suicide late last night. Only his family must face his sorrow as he did not have a spouse".
Wow, why would randy kill himself? He was my favorite comedian. He really must have not been happy with himself. Either way I need to get ready for school. I get my shoes on and turn off the tv that was littered with news covering Randy james suicide. "Hey mom, I'm gonna take your car to school". I don't receive a response, I check her room and she isn't there. "Oh shit she had work today, guess I'm walking to school".
I locked the door to my house before I started walking to school, which was a thirty minute walk away. It was just me and my thoughts for thirty minutes. What do you I think about for 30 minutes? Maybe my girlfriend, yeah she is so wonderful. She seems to be the only thing I think of. I pick up a flower that was protruding out of my neighbor's bush.
The flower was beautiful and green just as my girlfriend eyes are. I started picking at the flower as I was leaving the neighborhood I lived in and mimicked Alfalfa's scene in Little Rascals when he was picking the flower's leaves. With my own spin on it. As I pulled the first leaf I say aloud "I think I love her". The second leaf comes of easier than the first "I love her". When I pulled on the third leaf the others fell off the stem. A flurry of green fell to my feet. I was stuck with "I think I love her".
Halfway to the school I was stuck thinking, do I love her or do I not love her. "C'mon it was just a flower" I tell myself, but I'm left in a pit of confusion. She is my first love, I think. I've endured many years of rejection and sorrow from girls who were selfish and cared for their own happiness.
I started to adapt to this sadness and drowned myself in an ego. An ego that wouldn't allow me to get hurt ever again. Although I never got hurt again it was a sad time. It caused me to stop liking these girls. And I could not have done nothing about it. It felt like an endless ocean and I kept sinking and sinking. And then a green eyed angel reached in. A car honks at me and pulls me from my thoughts. "Fuck, my thoughts are going to ruin my day". I was still about 2 minutes away. Still had thinking time.
"I lost my thought...hmm, Oh okay". She reached in to my endless ocean where I was drowning. But this damn flower has me thinking. She reached in ,but did she pull me out?
"I'm here finally", there was about 10 minutes before the bell to get to first period rung. So I wondered off to find my girlfriend. I have always felt so off walking around alone. I usually had a friend to walk with. No one was in sight, just old friends I don't talk to anymore and random people.
Then I heard my friend Chris "Aye faggot!!" His voice was very familiar because he sounded like a chick. I turn around "What's up pussy!!" And see him and my girlfriend tracing right behind him. "Hey babe". Chris responds "Hey cutie". I laugh, "Not you" and walk right past him to my girlfriend.
She looks at me with with happiness seeping from her green eyes. She pulls me in and kisses me with her soft lips. It was always an ecstasy when she kissed me. As she has me in her arms she whispers,"Happy seven months" and grabs my penis for a second and lets go. I whisper in her ear,"Hey dumbass it's next week". She pulls away and looks at me in approval. Damn she looked so fine. "I was just checking if you remembered" she said before returning her head to my chest.
The bell rung and I kiss her before I wondered off to class with Chris who was just standing there watching us. "You need a girlfriend". "You are my girlfriend" he responds and puts his head on my shoulder. "Eat me out" then I pushed him into a wall and ran to class.
