After the sixth period bell rung I said, "bye" to my little lady. And caught a bus before it got packed full of sweaty kids. I seen the new girl walking around trying to find her bus. She came around to my bus and asked the driver something. He nodded and she came on to the bus. She scanned the bus for a seat.
I tried my best to duck away from her vision. I placed my head down and propped my leg on the other half of the seat hoping she wouldn't pursue me. She walked down to my seat and asked,"I know it's you Ethan, move your leg". I didn't want to be rude and tell her off. But she knows I have a girl and she keeps trying to come on to me. I need a second to think, what should I do? Before I can think she forced my leg off the seat and sits down quickly and slides over to me so we can be closer.
"Why do you keep on trying, you know I have a girlfriend". She responded in a soft tone,"You know you want this". "No, I don't. Move to another seat!" She gets ready to move seats. "You must really love her?". I look at her,"I think I love her". She looks at me in disappointment and moves.
What did I do wrong? A girl who most likely just wants my dick is looking at me weird. There is nothing wrong with being uncertain about love. I feel good about my girl. Even though I'm still struggling with all the numbness that came before her. I think I'm happy with her, she is beautiful.
We haven't told each other that we love one another yet. I think once that happens I will be certain. Until then, the only strong feelings I get with her are during sex and when we are rubbing against each other. Besides that, my heart doesnt really tick for her. I'm sure that's normal. That's why people move in with each other so that they can always be close and feel the feels.
When I got off the bus I waited for the new girl to ask her why did she look at me that way. She approached me knowing I wanted to talk to her. "Why did you look at me that way, when I said I think I love her?". "Ethan, you should know by now. Until you figure it out I'm gonna take advantage of you". She walks off like a scene from a movie. "I'm faithful as fuck!!" I yelled as she walked away.
Only if she knew what I had been through. She wouldn't question my uncertainty. It's hard to be certain in a relationship when you have been battered and bruised mentally.
I got home and my parents were no where to be found. I called my girlfriend over so I wouldn't be so bored and so she could do my homework. She lived pretty close to my house so it really wasn't a problem for her to come over. Whenever I dialed numbers on my phone I will mess up once or twice because I will be thinking of the number but my fingers will be moving faster than my brain.
"Hey come over and do my homework, my parents aren't home and I'm bored". "Okay, I'll be there in fifteen." And she hung up. I better wash my dick. I took a quick wash and put on the same clothes I had on earlier. I waited for her with my homework out. Five minutes later I hear a knock at the door. I open it and run back to the table where my homework was at. "Hey, is your brain ready?". "Thanks for the entrance, what a boyfriend". I walk up to her and give her a hug and squeeze her tight on purpose. "Ahh!, let go". I release her,"Damn, you smell good what's the occasion?"
She looks at me disappointed,"Your homework, can I at least put music on your speaker?". "You know where it's at, go get it". She walks off into my room and closes the door. I waited for her at the table playing that Peggle game on my phone. Then I hear the beginning of Love on the brain by Rihanna coming from my room. I put my phone down and go check what's going on. I opened the door to be surprised by a fully naked girlfriend on my bed. "What the fuck, Jocelyn!!". She didnt respond, but invited me in by opening her legs. The sound of Rihanna's voice filled the room as I locked the door.
I took off my shirt and crept up to exposed region. I grabbed her left leg and started to lead kisses on her inner thigh closer and closer to her center. As it seemed I was going to place my wet mouth on her. I pulled away and blew a steady stream of cool air on it. Sending a chill through her body and intensifying the scene. I finally came to it and licked her up and down slowly. Then placed my lips on the clit and started to suck on her. I slid a finger inside while I sucked. My tender suck and the pumping of my finger. I knew her climax was inevitable. I could feel her muscles tensing. I hook my free arm around her leg so she could not escape me during her climax. Her body begins to tremble and she attempts to break loose by pushing my head away. Her moans go silent, the climax overwhelmed her body.
I release, to be welcomed by her suprised voice,"OH MY GOD". I look at her and tell her,"I know, now get dressed and do my homework please". "Ethan, I'll write you a 5,000 word essay!" I laugh and leave the room. I instantly fall to sadness as I am left confused about why I didn't feel a strong connection while I was eating her out. I'm losing myself, I need to stop thinking. She comes out with a great big smile. "Where is the homework"?
