falling || 5sos || au

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[her thoughts]

when we reached Luke’s garage,

my hand was in Ashton’s because

of the big, splashy puddles from

the previous rain that had watered our brown grass

I was excited, hoping we had found

the missing puzzle piece to the band

but it was still the three of them

and I was upset and pouting

suddenly, Ash pulled my body

to him and I felt his lips press against mine

and I felt this churning feeling in my stomach

and it felt horrible

it felt like a thousand glass bottles

were crashing in my tummy

and someone was pressing them against

the walls of my stomach

I didn’t respond

I didn’t kiss him back

I stood frozen as I saw Luke’s bent back

and Calum patting him

and I tried not to cry

when Ash pulled away

as I watched the expressions on Luke’s face

change

it wasn’t even sad

it was just nothing

he was expressionless

even though I could see in his beautiful eyes

that it had hurt him

and I didn’t talk to him the whole time

and not a week after that either

I miss him

and I need him 

[a/n: okay for some odd reason, wattpad made the chapter after this private? idk why I'm trying to solve it so if you guys want to continue reading, just follow me i guess]