Complicated // ZM

Chapter 13- Can't keep my eyes of you

Tessa's P.O.V:

I'm so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done with wishing you were still here

Said i'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow

So why can't i turn of the radio?

I was in my room, singing 'So sick' by Ne-yo. Singing made me feel better whenever i was sad. I was singing it very loud. Everyone was out, exept me and dad, who didn't care about me anyway. 

"Give it up foooooor Tessa Cowell!" I shouted.

"Lets see what the judges have to say." I said.

"It's a no from me." I heard someone say. I turned around and saw dad at the door. He started laughing and i eventually joined. I ran towards him and hugged him tight. Tears started streaming down my face. It's been so long since i've hugged him like this.

"I missed you, dad." I mumbled into this chest.

"I missed you too." He replied.

"Now listen, baby. You do know that daddy loves you?" I nodded. We let go.

"I had to take your mothers responsibilaty and i had to take care you. I didn't." He wiped the tears but they won't stop streaming down.

"Don't say that-"

"But it's the truth! I had never given you guys attention. I had given everything to you guys, but you didn't like it. I always payyed attention to my work when you were more important. You never wanted money, did you? You never wanted anything a rich kid gets, did you? You needed love. You needed a normal life. You gave so much to me but i couldn't even give that to you. I'm really very sorry, Tessa. Please forgive me." I never had thought dad would say such a thing. Well, it has been said there is nothing like the love of parents. They have all been there for you. They have been looking at you since you have been a kid. They know about you more than you know yourself. They love you with all their hearts. I can't imagine life without dad. Mom left. He was the only one i had.

"Dad, i love you alot. You don't have to apologize. It wasn't your fault. I'M sorry. I love you, Dad. I love you." And i hugged him again.

"Lets join the guys." He smiled.

"Where are they?" I meant 'Where is he?'

"They went shopping. I came back when i saw a poster of you and Z-"

"Dad, it's a rumor. I swear to God."

"I believe you." He kissed my forehead.

"Get changed." He smiled.

I quickly changed into a casual outfit and did my usual make-up. Dad drove us to a mall near the hotel as everyone was there.

"Heeeeeeeeeeey." I greeted to everyone. Dad called and asked where they were, they said they were at some shop and dad asked them to stay there. Everyone smiled, but someone wasn't happy to see me. That devilish look caught my eye.

"Hiiiii, you look nice." Bella rolled her eyes at Sarahs compliment.

"Thank you, you too." I smiled.

"Okaaay, so where to next?" Niall asked.

"FOREVER 21!" I shouted making almost everyone in the mall look at me.

"Eww, i hate that shop!" Bella exclaimed.

"You hate everything." I snapped at her.

"You-"