Complicated // ZM

Chapter 19- Back to London

Am I the only one who says 'Cuz you make me strong' after it's been so long x2 in Fireproof? xD

Tessa's P.O.V:

"Where's my eye-liner?" Sarah shouted.

"It's in the second drawer!" I shouted back. We were currently packing for our flight back to London and I just got to know, Sarah sucks at packing.

"Where's my pink floral top??" Sarah shouted again.

"I saw it in the second cabnit in the cupboard." I replied walking in the room from the bathroom.

"And where are my long boots?" She asked.

"Under the bed, I guess."

"FOUND IT!" Sarah shouted.

"Your long boots?" I asked.

"No, but a toffee that fell from my hand the other day. I'll clean it up and eat it."

"Ewww, gross." I said covering my face with my hands. She just laughed.

"Look what Louis has done to you. Only he would do such a thing." I smirked whilst she blushed.

We all had packed and were set to go. We all reached the airport in time and about 10 mimutes later our flight was announced. We got up and headed towards the plane. My seat was next to Harry and I was happy with that. I have grown pretty close to him and have been sharing thoughts about Zayn too. Even if I kind of regret doing that as he might tell Zayn but I never mentioned him that I love in love with Zayn. Only Emily knows that and I might tell Sarah sooner or later. Harry might have guessed himself. The flight wasn't that bad. Me and Harry joked around until he slept. I decided to sleep to and did for a well 2 hours but thanks to jet-lag, I woke up. I spent the remaining time on twitter and facebook, and the time past so quickly, that half an hour that seemed like a minute went by and the flight landed. We got up and went off the flight. Dad had called a cab and we went to the mantion.

As we reached, we got out of the car and everyone rushed towards the door while I stood there struggling with my bags. Zayn was the only one left, he shut the bunk and followed the rest inside, leaving me dissapointed. He just left as he didn't even notice I was there. I shrugged and at last I finally somehow picked up the 3 suitcases and went inside. With the same strenght I took the bags upstairs. I opened the door to my room and throwed the bags on the floor, jumped in bed and groaned in the pillow. What is happening to me? Now that I'm in love, I notice his every move, his every words melts my heart, his every insults tears me apart, I felt the same way before but everything feels different now. I feel like I've gone out of my mind. I took a breath. I wasn't okay, I knew that for sure. I sighed and got up. As much as I was tierd, I needed to talk to someone amd without thinking I called her number. She picked up on the third ring.

"Em?"

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"HARRYYYY?" I called his name, while going down the stairs.

"In the living room." I walked in and apparently all the boys including Olivia, Steph and Peyton were there. As usual Peyton was with Zayn. Dad might be taking a shower because he always does that after a flight.

"Can you drop me at Em's?" I asked.

"I'm sorry. I'm playing." He said motioning to the Xbox remote in his hand.

"Louis?" I asked.

"So am I!" He said doing the same motion as Harry.

"Liam?"

"I have some work to do." He said as I groaned.

"Niall?"

"Where do you wana go?" He asked.