Tessa's P.O.V:
I went downstairs for a drink because i had been reading and i was thirsty. I climbed down the stairs and passed something unbelievable. My heart crushed, my bones broken. There, i stood seeing Bella and Zayn kiss. I felt like i drowned into an ocean. I couldn't move. I looked at them as if it was my own brother kissing someone i hated. It was as bad as that. Zayn saw me and pushed Bella away. He saw me, but i didn't matter cause for now i knew that Zayns heart belonged to someone else and he'll never be mine. I couldn't bare this. I ran upstairs straight to my room. Tears streaming down my face, what's the use of wiping them away? I went into my room and sat on my bed hugging my knees. It was once said;
'Love is an open door. But when you pass that door, there's no going out. So be carefull'
They were right. I should've been careful, now that i'm through, i can't get out. And now that i have to get out because his heart is taken, hurts even more. So this is what love is. This is what it feels like. I wondered that someday i'll go through this love drama, that was accuatly my life goal. Now, now i believe that it happens in real life and not just in books and stories. Now i know what the pain is like. Now i know what it's like to watch someone you want just go away. It's this worse? I never could imagine. Seeing them kiss really crushed ny heart. For a moment i thought me and Zayn could really work it out but no. Bella had to ruin it! She had to! I hate her so much. She doesn't deserve Zayn. Zayn can do so much better. Can't he see me? So all those things weren't rumors after all? Zayn and Bella are really dating? I can't even imagine this. But it's going to happen. They're going to get married and just like i didn't know it this time, i won't know that time. And just like i couldn't do anything this time, i won't be able to do anything that time. I would just get an invitation card and i'll set it on fire and it won't change a thing.
"Tessa?" My skin tickled when he said my name. That's what love does to you. Whenever the person says your name, you feel numb. Whenever the person is around you can't help but smile. Whenever the person touches you, you feel like you've been lifted up. And whenever you're in love, all your think about is the person. You imagine what would happen if they were yours. And ... My thoughts are always covered with Zayn.
Oh My God.
I wanted to roll into a ball and cry and die. Because that was the moment i realized;
I was in love with Zayn Malik.
A/N: SHE'S IN LOVE! I'M IN LOVE!
I sometimes have to calm myself after reading chapter, I forget that this is just a story :/ xD
Anyway hope you all liked it ^_^ i know it was small! I have written the next one, but will edit and post later!
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Till next time,
Rebbecca.
LOVE MIRRORS, HATE SPOONS.
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Complicated // ZM
FanfictionMeeting you was fate Becoming your friend was a choice But falling in love with you was beyond my control. "Single or taken?" "It's Complicated."
