Complicated // ZM

Chapter 18- Misery

Zayn's P.O.V:

I was on the phone in my room.

"Zaynie?" Peyton, who was lying with me in my bed, looked up and said.

"Yes, love?" I asked.

"When will you get okay?" She asked while I laughed.

"Why are you asking me this?"

"No reason. I just miss playing with you." It's been three days since I've been lying on this bed. I can't move, I'm too sick. And it's been three days since things have been so awkward between me and Tessa. I was thinking I should settle things but I'm still confused why she would kiss me and why she would cry after seeing me and Bella kiss. I wasn't even the one who kissed Bella, she was the one. And I didn't feel the sparks I got while kissing Tessa. I had a blank mind at the moment, I couldn't think about anything. I couldn't ask Tessa because I have been in this room for days now and I haven't even seen her face, to me, that is the reason i'm so sick.

"I'll be okay. When we get back to London, we'll play as much as we want." I smiled and she weakly smiled back.

"Okaaay, do you wana play right now?" I asked, trying to get up.

"Nooo, don't!" She ordered.

"What?"

"You should not get up! You're already very sick." She said.

"What do you know?" I laughed. "You're just a kid."

"Never and I repeat NEVER underestimate the power of a kid." She exclaimed. I made a fake shock face.

"I know more than you do!"

"Is that a challenge?" I asked.

"Yes. I know the fact that tennis was first played with hands." She said, bossily.

"Um ... I know the fact that our groups name is 'One Direction'." I said, sticking my tongue out.

"Heey, even I know that!" She said.

"Well, it is a fact." I smiled, sarcasticaly.

"Okaaay, I know the fact that I have three sisters." She said, in the same bossy tone.

"I know the fact that I'm hot." I said and Peyton folded her arms. The kid was mad.

"OH YEAH?"

"OH YEAH."

"WELL, I KNOW THE FACT THAT TESSA IS IN LOVE WITH YOU!" She pouted and I laughed until I realized what she just said.

"What did you just say?" I narrowed my eyes.

"The fact that Tessa is in love with you." She repeated, more calmly this time. How did she know?

"I heard her talk to Emie, she thought I was asleep when I wasn't." She giggled and said, reading my mind.

"Tessa is in love with me?"

"Ofcourse, any girl would fall for you." She smiled and I smiled back. I really don't believe this. This can't be happening. What if Peyton is lying? She might have dis-heard stuff, she's just a kid. I won't be trusting this non-sense. This is obviously not the reason why Tessa has been acting different lately. I need proof, and I ain't getting any. I think I should just forget what Peyton even told me. A knock on the door drifted me out of my thoughts.

"Come in." I shouted and watched as Harry made his way up to me with a tray of soup in his hands with Liam following him.

"Hey, mate. How you feeling?" Harry asked.

"Better." I told him.

"Here." He handed me the soup.

"Thanks." I mumbled. I drank some of it and OMG it was awesome.

"When did you start making this good soup?" I laghed.

"I didn't make it." He shrugged.

"Then who did?" I asked, confused. Sarah wasn't home.

"Ummm ... Tessa did." He said, quitely.

"Uh-um-Peyton lets go outside." Liam said and Peyton got up from the bed. I owe him one. I sighed as Peyton and Liam left.

"Look Zayn, even if she doesn't talk to you, she really cares about you!" Harry said. I said silent, staring at the bowl placed in front of me.

"She's always asking how you feel or what you're doing." He told me. "And this morning when I went to the kitchen to get you something, she immediatly said that she'll make you soup." He continued.

"What should I do?" I asked.

"Follow your heart." He quoted.

"But what if my heart's a million pieces, which one to follow?" I asked, obviously acting very dramatic.

"Then fix your heart, mate, before it's too late." He patted my shoulders and got off the bed.

"I'll be out with Maddison. Call Louis or Niall if you need them. And Sarah will be here in a while." He smiled. I nodded.

"Get well soon."

"Thank-"

"That was from Tessa." He finished and left.

Life is hard.

A/N: YAYYY! Here's the chapter! :) How are you all? Thank you so much for all the votes, reads, anf comments. Just some reads left till I get a thousand. I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH :* I have two things to say. Firstly, Eid Mubarik. I had to post this chapter yesterday but we were so busy as it was Eid. Yeah, we celebrate it. AND HARRY TWEETED THAT'S SO FREAKING AWESOME! And the second thing. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALIEY :* My best mate. I'm writing HWM with her. She's an amazing friend :* Okay the rest wishes on facebook ;)

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