Complicated // ZM

Chapter 23- "Carry on."

It took me a long time to come up with the chapter name .-.

Tessa's P.O.V:

"Why is everything alright?" He asked, worried.

"Yeah, I'm just tired."

"Tell me honey, what's wrong? Did I do something?" He asked.

"No no, dad. It's just..." I trailed off thinking of and excuse till one clicked my mind.

"I've been going through a lot lately. I can't stand all the hate and rumors. And I just want a normal life. I want to go find a good university and live my life the way it was before. I really miss all my friends and I just...want to go back." I half-lied.

"But who's gona-"

"Don't worry about that. I have someone and she' be great." I smiled.

"Oh." Was all he could say and then silence filled the room.

"But can you please go after the concert here in London? I mean I was really looking forward to attending the first concert with you." He said.

"Yeah, okay." I nodded.

"I really....never-mind."

"What? Tell me." I forced.

"I just had a really great time with you. I didn't think that you'll want to leave out of the blue." He said.

"Awww, dad." I said, going to him, and hugging him.

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If you're lost and alone
Or you're sikning like a stone
Carry on
May you're past be the sound of your feet upon the ground
Carry on

'Carry On' By Fun came on as soon as I turned on the TV. Was it just me but did this song really gave me strenght?

"Turn down the volume." Zayn said coming out of his room. I turned it louder.

"I'm trying to take a nap, can you please turn the vulome low?" He asked, yet again, harshly. I pretended not to listen.

"You know that's not very nice." He said, in a matter of fact tone.

"What's not nice? Turining up the volume while someone's sleeping? Well nor is breaking someone's heart and telling them to get out of the house." I said, got up and went to my room after turning the TV off. Yeah, the song really did give me a lot of strenght. I opened the door to my room and took a step inside. Sarah was on the bed, on her laptop. She smiled at me as I returned the gesture.

"Hey, Tessa? Halloween's coming. What're you gona dress up as?" She asked.

"A broken-hearted girl." I replied, coldly.

"Aww, Tessa. It's gona be alright." She said. I predicted Emily told her everything, I'm not complaining though. I would definetly not want to explain it all to her again. I hate using the pronoun him again and again just because I don't want to say his name, nor want shivers down my spine. Sarah smiled at me, patting my back.

"Lets watch a movie to keep your mind off things?" She suggested.

"Yeah, sure." I smiled. She searched for a DVD and finally picked 'Avatar' for us to watch. I thanked God that she didn't pick a love story, because I hate everything related to that word, at the moment. That was the word the ruined my life. I hate it.

Zayn's P.O.V:

I starred at the ceiling thinking of what to do. My life was a disaster I had no idea the hell was going on. I couldn't even think straight. After about half an hour I finally got the power to get up from my bed and go to the bathroom. I took a shower to calm myself but it didn't work. I was a bit guilty for shouting at Tessa like that, but I was way more happy with it. I'm complety devastated. I went outside to see Harry playing Xbox.

"Hey mate. Wana play?" He grinned.

"You stupid tuft of curls. Tessa is in love with me and you're playing X-box?" I shouted and then badly regretting it. The look on Harry's face made me sigh.

"Look, I'm sorry. I just-"

"It's okay." He assured. I went to sit beside him on the couch. Harry paused his game.

"Help me?" I asked.

"Why are you asking me for help?" He asked.

"Because you're good with girls?" I said but it came out as a question.

"Yeah, I can't get a blondie stop writing songs about me, aren't I good with girls?" He joked, rolling his eyes.

"I really like the songs though." I laughed getting a weird look from Harry which made me laugh harder.

"Anyway, back to the topic." I groaned.

"Tessa's a really nice girl, though. You should give her a shot. Sorry not sorry." It was my turn to give him a weird look.

"What? She is." He defended.

"And I though you were good help." I said as Harry rolled his eyes and went back to playing his game.

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A/N: This was much of a filler chapter. A lot will be happening in the chapters, though. I've spen tmy entire weekend reading fanfics and now, on this school morning I remembered to write my own chapter :'p ANYWAY hope you all liked it ^_^ Thank you for the votes and comments.

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Rebecca.

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