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Junmyeon: i got a phone call saying my joy of a child has done something. that call only lasted about 5 seconds until i ran out of my room to grab the 7 members. i tried to see him, i did. they said it wasn't a great site to see so they kept me and the others outside. of course, sehun, lay, kai, kyungsoo, chen, and myself went and cried. the last member decided he had to leave. wonder why. i asked min why and he told me the most saddest story i have ever heard. park chanyeol, you're no longer my son. you're no longer my friend. you hurt this kid and you knew how fragile he was. you hurt the one who made us smile. you're done. after you left, it was i who had to put on the 'brave' face when i was fucking breaking! i haven't felt more alone. without baekhyun, its like its over. if he doesn't make it, you're not either. im so done. at first, it was the little things. seeing him hide his smile, hide his body, and hide his actions. he stopped playing with minnie and dae. he stopped with sehun. he stopped living. then, on stage, he stopped smiling. there, i knew something was off. he wasn't the same puppy. he wasn't the same bobohu. he was gone. then the little bruises on his face and the marks on his back when he would change. i missed the clear things and i won't forgive myself. come back bobohu.
