Baekhyun: you know when you're drowning, you don't actually inhale until right before you black out? the instinct to not let any water in is so strong, you won't open your mouth until you feel like your heads exploding? then when you do finally let it in, that's when it stops hurting? im fine. aside from the not sleeping, the jumpiness, the constant, overwhelming, crushing fear that something terrible is about to happen. it's not just a feeling though, it's– it's like it's like a panic attack. im falling deeper in the hole. it's getting harder. im sorry.
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