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"Can you please tell me what's wrong?" Lay says as he slumps down next to the crying boy. "Get the fuck out!" The younger yells as he tries pushing his boyfriend out. "No."

"I said LEAVE–" Before he could finish, Lay got up, pushed Baekhyun on the bed, and yelled. "I SAID NO! DO YOU HEAR ME? I FUCKING SAID I WOULDN'T LEAVE YOU, SO I'M NOT! I WON'T GO ANYWHERE! CAN YOU STOP FUCKING PUSHING ME AWAY!? I'M TIRED OF BEING THE ONE WHO YOU DON'T NEED! I WANT TO BE HERE! I WANT TO HELP YOU!"

"I WANT TO SAVE YOU FROM YOURSELF!" Baekhyun laughs at this. "I'm fine–" Now it's Lay's turn to laugh. "Fine? Fine!? YOU'RE NOT FINE! STOP– JUST STOP! TELL ME HOW YOU FEEL! TELL ME! SHOW ME!" Baekhyun pushes him off the bed and yells once again. "Get the fuck out! I don't wanna see you again!" Before Lay spoke, Baekhyun went up to the male and slapped him.

"HIT ME AGAIN BAEK! DO IT! LET IT ALL OUT! COME ON!" He yells as he hits his chest. "COME ON! COME HIT ME! DO THAT SHIT AGAIN! IF IT HELPS YOU FEEL BETTER THEN DO IT! I'LL TELL YOU ONE FUCKING THING THOUGH, WE'RE NOT BREAKING UP OVER THIS! IF YOU WANNA HIT ME, OR SCREAM AT ME, THEN DO IT!"

"GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME!" Baekhyun yells at he pushes Lay once again, but the male quickly back hugged him, trying to comfort his boyfriend, which caused the other to scream as if he was being beaten. "Let me go!" Baekhyun was now crying, kicking, and hitting the boy who was also on the verge of tears. "No baekhyun."

"We are one right? Well, I'm not leaving and you're not pushing me away anymore. I don't care if you scream at me or even hit me. I want you to know that I'm here and you don't have to hide. I love you for you." Baekhyun doesn't stop kicking though. "P–please–" He starts to stop, but falls to the ground.

"Baby. I love you so much. When you're in pain, so am i. It's hard seeing you like this. It's hard seeing someone you love feel and act so hopeless. I'm here to save you. I'm here to love you. I'm here to do my job as a boyfriend. I'm here to stay. You can't push me away. You can't go anywhere. You're here with me and I'm here as well. I'm not leaving, I'm staying here, baby. I love you."

As Lay holds the crying boy in his arms, while sitting on the floor, he kisses his head to remind him that he loves him. He hates seeing him cry. He hates seeing the boy in pain. He hates when the boy thinks he isn't good enough. He's more than enough.

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