Time skip next day
I brush my hands against the keys of my old keyboard. I haven't touched it in years. I gave it up because I'd always get frustrated everytime I messed up, which was often. I wanted to learn how to play because my mother was an amazing pianist.
I sat down at on my bench and looked up a song to play on Youtube. I finally found the song I wanted to play. I decided on Let Go.
It started out rough but as the song progressed I was getting better. I could feel the music in me. I started singing along with it.
"Tell me fate if this is for me then this is my last letter
All the words within, I wrote again reaching out to you, these feelings do you know?
So many to let go, unpuzzle my leggo strayed too far from where we were, a place we can't return too.
So be it, don't cry, Imma let you go and fly"
At this I stopped playing as tears formed in my eyes.
I don't know why but the song just hit me. I knew nothing could be as it was when it was good. I just can't do it anymore.
I went out to my mailbox and put the flag up sending my letter. My last letter. I messaged both Dawn and Emma.
Jess: You know I love you guys right?
Emma: of course we love you too. Look were sorry about bringing up sneaking out and seeing us.
Dawn: we love you too girl. And yah we are sorry we just really miss our bestie.
Emma: Jess?
*Jess active 3 minutes ago*
Dawn: she's probably just tired. Welp. Night Emma I'm going to bed too :)
Emma: Night <3
-Meanwhile at Emma's.
Something isn't right. Jess never messages us and then runs off to bed. She usually talks to us for a while. Maybe I'm overthinking. I'll go to her house tomorrow. I know her dad don't like me but I'll figure out an excuse to see her.
A/N english lyrics are from Ysabelle. I love you lol. Dont worry this isn't the end. Sorry for the short chapter again.
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