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y/ns pov
i walked up my boyfriends driveway, it was a huge fancy house secluded from everyone else in the housing complex. it's not that he hated people, sometimes he just needed a break from them. and that's exactly what he told me. of course i respected his decision, it'd been a couple weeks now and here i was at his door. i asked if i could come over and he said okay. i dang the doorbell and waited a few seconds for him to answer.
"hey y/n.."
"hi finn..." i looked up at him shyly, he looked tired and just disheveled all together. his hair was sticking out in different places, his t shirt was wrinkled, and his sweats were kinda gross looking?? that was my first mental note.
"come in..." he said quietly and stepped out of the doorway. i nodded and walked in. i followed him to the kitchen where i sat down at the island. he started to make something and i wasn't sure what. i observed him quietly.
"whyre you staring?" finn didn't snap at me but his words were laced with some irritation. my eyes instantly went to the marble countertop. i mumbled a sorry and nervously played with my sleeves. i didn't know what was wrong with him...
"hey finn...?" my tone was quiet
"what y/n." i heard some bowls or cups clatter but my eyes stayed low.
"are you okay...?"
he quickly set the cups down making a smack.
"no y/n i'm not cant you tell? god you're such an airhead sometimes."
my breath hitched and my brows furrowed. i've been stomped on before but i didn't expect finn to.. i was about to start talking but he continued
"some of us actually have important responsibilities that stress us out. not that you'd know, i mean fuck y/n all you do is deal with snobby kids all day. you go too easy on them and they don't learn anything. none of them excel in what you're trying to teach them honestly-"
"you're bringing my job into this?" i didn't yell but i sure as hell snapped, that demeanor i had earlier crumbled "i teach kids how to express themselves onto paper! i'm not some some stupid art teacher finn! my job matters to other people! and you can't even talk-!" i looked at him this time. he didn't even face me.
"what the hell do you mean i can't talk?! i'm the one giving you all these gifts! i entertain people! and i give you all the attention you want most of the time! the least you could do is give me more space! clearly i'm not in a good state of mind! you're so fucking dumb y/n!"
i stood up and grabbed my stuff
"you're the one who said i could come over! and maybe i don't want the expensive gifts you get me! maybe i just want you to be home once in awhile! you used to always come over and just be there for me! i'm fucking sick of crying my eyes out because i miss you too much!" i quickly walked to the door and opened it
"i'm not doing this anymore finn."
"wait-"
i shut the door and walked quickly to my car.
i got in and started driving out of the complex. tears rolled down my cheeks and it was hard to see so i had to pull over. my mom always told me i shouldn't drive when i was upset. i tried to think of some friends who live near here...
i started going through my contact list.
lilia.
i quickly called her and prayed that she answered.
"hey y/n what's up?"
"i can't drive right now and i was wondering if umm..." i started crying again "can i like stay at yours for a bit?"
"oh my god are you okay? yes come over..."
"i'm not lilia... some stuff happened and-"
"tell me when you get here... i'll get an extra set of clothes for you."
"okay..."
"drive safe y/n.."
i told her i would and i hung up. i gained some composure as i drove to her house. she lived on the other side of the complex. i'm glad i had to pull over before i left. around 5 minutes later i got to her house. she was on the porch waiting for me. once i got out of the car she ran over to me and hugged me. i thought i was breaking down before but now all hell was breaking loose.
lilia said she'd let me stay at her place for a bit, i had an apartment more in the city but she said she didn't want to leave me alone... i told her everything that happened earlier and she felt horrible. i changed into the pajamas she gave me and we started watching old disney movies.
"it'll be okay y/n/n... do you want me to call over millie too..? we can have a girls night."
i nodded slowly and she went into the other room to call her up. i quickly looked down at my phone
