i've been reading too many stories where he's in a coma
so like
good luck reading this shit
also my italics aren't working so everything in / / is your thoughts
day 1
"it's been only 10 hours y/n but i miss you a lot..." richie held the girls hand tightly "i know you can't help it... you didn't know that henry swung his bat at you... i should've gotten to you faster... i'm sorry y/n..."
/it's not your fault rich..../
"i just... i never got to tell you that i love you like love love i guess i don't know..."
/i'm not dead yet.... but i love you too..../
day 2
"hey y/n..."
/richie..../
"it's me... richie... i know you probably can hear me... i think i don't know how this shit works... henry lied and said it was an accident... so he's fine... i'm angry y/n... he hurt you."
/you think i'm not? stupid look at me/ i would laugh if i could
"remember when we all went to go see the goonies at the theater?" he sniffled and chuckled a bit
/i do.../
"we were the only two laughing at the stupid parts... then i poured my shit on henry and we booked it..." he chuckled again "you don't know how much i wished it could've been the two of us... me and you... like on a date..."
/.../
day 3
"y/n!"
/beverly.../ i felt her grab my hand
"i'm not going to get all sappy because i know you're gonna make it. i believe that you're gonna make it. richie... he's not so sure... so prove it to him y/n... show him up..."
again i would've laughed if i could also that dick thinks i'm gonna give up easily ??
laugh...
"richie he uh..." beverly started again "i don't know how much more he can take with this... stuff at his house has been really bad... he needs you.... i said i wasn't gonna get sappy and that's how i'm gonna keep it..."
/he needs me?/
"remember when we went shopping for prom? you made stan put on a dress..." bev giggled a bit
/yeah.../
day 4
"hey stupid."
/hey stan.../
"i probably shouldn't start it off like that, but it's been our nick name for eachother since we were five. so maybe it is appropriate..."
he grabbed my hand
"y/n we want you to be here with us, we miss you... a lot... but if you're in pain... don't hold on... if it's too much y/n it's okay... i want you to keep on fighting but if you're too hurt and can't repair yourself.... let go...."
