The Expressionists

His Flight To Her

the loneliness has set in

the emptiness is so clear it fogs my vision

some days I wish the sun would just disappear

the night has become my only company

we get each other

it's the lonely hour that people stray away from

when they cluster together to keep warm in the darkness

I used to be unhappy with my issues

but that was months ago

the constant reminder that she's not coming back has finally set in

it's been a year since and she's finally happy

she was the light in my life

when she had to leave my hole of sunshine became corrupted with evil things

I tried to keep up with the bills and going to work

though the debt just kept getting higher and higher

getting up early in the morning didn't make sense anymore without seeing her face

the house was taken away three and half months ago

I'm just wandering now

never staying for more than a day anywhere

I haven't gone to "our" place in quite a while now

I know that one day i'll be back

I'll come and talk to my sweet lovely again

time is endless in our lives

I made a promise to her

one promise when we met

I've never forgotten about

what I did when I was with her

how happy we were

how in love

how so innocent we were

I loved her like I felt I was going die

my love for her has never stopped

even when she left me

she saved me for a bit

I couldn't stay that way though

once she left me

I lost hope

I couldn't live without her presence

functioning without her was misery

I convinced myself for little while that God himself was trying to punish me for being happy

I forgave him after I came into terms with that my sweet lovely was never going to be back

I wasn't even with her when it happened

she wouldn't of wanted me to see her like that though

she always wanted me to see her smiley and laughing

when I heard the news

I just left

I couldn't make myself see your lifeless body on a tomb

my sweet lovely

life is quite less amusing with you beside me

don't worry about me though love

I'm on a plane going to your dream place

the one place that we saved all our money for

I'm going to stay in a shack and live my life thinking and seeing life with your eyes now

I'll be in West Africa watching the elephants for you

my sweet lovely

I am so dearly sorry I couldn't save our house

I was saving money for our trip

it was your surprise birthday gift but you'll be able to watch out for me

I love you my sweet lovely

so much that sometimes I think I'm just going to die

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A/N: when i was writing this i cried my eyes out. this man is extremely strong for his sweet lovely.

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