Hate

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Pain and hate are usually corresponding with each other

Though my thing is that you can fight the hate

But you'll always feel the pain

I hate the feelings that come with 'hate'

It really disgusts me

I try not to let things seep to that level if I can help it

But the truth is it's happened

And I'm angry at myself but mostly them

They could of done something

Anything, but they just sat there

They left me to sit alone,  hating the situation

I couldn't of done anything,  it was their actions that made me hate

Those rotten emotions that keep away from myself

I've got a bad case of it

I'm not even guilty

I don't even care if that makes me selfish

I just can't believe it actually happened

My feelings have been trampled on and I can't even fake a smile

I can't even manage to distract myself from what happened

I just...

I just don't know how to get over this feeling

It's like apart of me cracked when we left

I lost respect and I just don't know

I'll try to make it

But its gonna be a tough road to see overcome

I just wish somebody would of thought of me while we were there

It would of made the feelings be a little less horrid

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