Hearing Insane

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the crowding is becoming too much

i do not know if i can handle much more

i know that i will fight to the end

because i will not prove to them that i am weak

i am not what they say to me

i am different in a good way

they're peoople yelling at me to stop

to lay back down so they can look at me

they say they just want to "help me"

i know by now thats just crap

they don't care about my well being

they just care about the happy

the little happy pills

i do not like them

they tricked me into thinking i was on fire

paralyzed

dying 

i do not like the taste of the odorless perfume 

i do not like how people are always around me

waiting

for as if im going to break if i am around others

i hate the clothes they make me wear

no matter what they say

i am always going to rebel agianst

i do not want to socialize with anybody but myself

they just cannot seem to get that knocked into their tiny heads

the voices around me drown out what they are saying

what they are telling me to do

im glad i don't have to listen to them anymore

its just me and the voices

the only friends i will always have

forever and ever

until someone tries to abduct my mind with happy pills again

they say to keep me away from the others

that its safer to leave me to my ownin tending

oh how they are so stupid

i am smart

and i am clever

my mind may not work the same as theirs 

but i will find a way to make the happy pills a mistake to them

1, 2, 3,  gulp the happy pills go down

and i am one with the world again...

for now at least.

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A/N: HEY GUYS ANOTHER CREEPY, SCARY POEM FOR ALL OF YOU AWESOME PEEPS!  HAPPY HALLOWEEN AND I MIGHT MAKE A SHORT STORY OF THIS POEM... MAYBE STILL PONDERING ON IT.  THANKS FOR READING AND HAVE AN AMaZING SPOOKTACTULAR REST OF THE DAY:)

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