They say that soulmates are supposed to love you and cherish you forever. Hold you when you're scared. Love you till the end of time. That's where they're wrong. Ashton kept disappointing Michael time and time again.
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•Top Ashton.
•Bottom Micha...
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The music flew out of the guitar as it made such a beautiful melody. The Blonde was so caught up in the music as he pushed all of his feelings out into the guitar, his fingers skillfully plucked at the strings until his fingers bled.
Michael was hurt and his feelings were getting the better of him so he turned to his guitar. He loved how his fingers would bleed over time as he played songs over and over again. He loved how he could play whatever he was feeling.
That was the difference between him and Ashton, Michael would play music when he was upset or just sad when Ashton would go out and party, he gets drunk then he'd fuck some girl he just met.
Michael could feel a piece of his heart fall as he thought of Ashton fucking a random girl. Michael knew that his heart would soon be no longer as Ashton fucks girls so much. Each girl he fucks, a piece of his heart breaks off.
Calum and Luke were leaning on Michael's bedroom door frame just watching with sad eyes as their best friend falls apart.
Luke cleared his throat to get the older blondes attention.
Michael was startled as he turned his head around to look at the boys. Michael smiled slightly at them. Even though it could be a convincing smile to some people, but the two boys knew when Michael was hurt and right now it was painted all over his face. His face was a canvas, you could see how truly dark the painting as you could sense the sadness even if he put on a smile.
"Mikey," Calum mumbled as he hugged the older boy. "What's wrong?"
"I- just," Michael didn't know if he should say anything. He didn't feel like anyone needed to know but he knew deep down, that he did need the two boys as he was crumbling down and he needed someone to catch him.
"Do you ever feel like you're not good enough? Like you've tried everything to be good enough, but-" Michael looked up at the boys as a tear slipped down his pale cheeks. His forest green eyes dulling as it screamed that he was hurt and that all he really needed was someone to tell him everything was going to be ok. "-No matter what you do, you're just simply not good enough for this person and they end up hurting you so much."
Luke's index finger hooked under Michael's chin as Luke made him look up at them. "You are so perfect Mikey, you don't have to feel sad. We all love you so much."
"I don't think you guys understand. I'm not good enough. I've tried so hard to be good enough for Ashton but I can't 'cause I'm not a girl!" Michael yelled the last part.
Calum and Luke were stunned. "What?"
"Ashton is my soulmate-" Michael yanked up his sleeve to show the mark. "-And I'm not good enough for him. I never was and I never will be."
Calum wanted to say something to cheer Michael up, but he knew that Ashton didn't really love anyone, Ashton was the type of guy to go and fuck a million girls and didn't have a care in the world. Calum was sad that Michael, such a perfect and innocent kitten, was chosen to be Ashton's soulmate.
