They say that soulmates are supposed to love you and cherish you forever. Hold you when you're scared. Love you till the end of time. That's where they're wrong. Ashton kept disappointing Michael time and time again.
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The high pitched moans echos in his ears. Even with his hand that held his head the grunts and moans filled his ears, hurt reached his heart as it broke even more. Michael's room was just next door from Ashton.
Was it wrong that you rather go deaf than hear your lover, or soulmate fucking another? He knew it was wrong to think because deaf people would rather hear but he can't help but think it, he doesn't want to hear any more.
The boy's hands clutch the stuffed lion as his life depended on it. Daniel was his favorite stuffed animal, Ashton was the one who won the little lion for him. That was when Ashton and Michael were close, it was when they used to cuddle at night when Michael had a nightmare, it was when Ashton would whisper jokes in his ear. Oh, how Michael missed Ashton, he missed everything that they used to do together.
"Daniel, you're the only one I have left." The blonde sniffled as he cuddled into the softness of the stuffed lion.
Michael wished that Daniel was real, he wished that the lion would talk to him because he was in need of someone to help him, he could only handle so much moaning and the bed next door hitting the wall.
The moans gradually grew more as he could tell that the two were close to there climax. Michael cried harder at the thought.
It was close to 3 in the morning. The tired boy was snuggled up to the stuffed lion as he whispered things to it, "Daniel, why does Ashton not love me?"
He kept asking questions. Michael grew tired of the animal not answering, "What, so you don't love me either." Michael questioned.
The blonde made the stuffed animal move its head up and down, "Of course you don't love me, nobody ever does."
The whole house suddenly was silent as Michael knew that the couple next door was done with their 'activities'. He tried to sleep, he tried so hard but nothing would work. No matter how hard he tried he couldn't get the picture of Melody and Ashton fucking out of his head, he never wanted to picture it but he couldn't help it.
All he wanted with Ashton was love, that's all he wanted, why couldn't he have it? Was it because he wasn't important or was it because he sucked at playing guitar, or his singing, was it because he's ugly and not worthy.
That was it, that was the reason why Ashton wouldn't love him. It's because he wasn't worthy of his love, he wasn't worthy enough to love Ashton but he knew Melody was worthy, she was worthy and he was not.
