Soulmates ❦ Mashton

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!! {Warning: mentions of suicide attempt} !!

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It was hard going to Luke for help, but the boy knew he needed help. He needed someone to listen while he cried and ranted about his problems.

The green-eyed boy liked going to Luke rather than Calum to talk about things because Luke always waited patiently until he was done talking to make him feel better, where Calum always butted in to always tell him how perfect he was, which was amazing and he loved Calum for doing that but sometimes he just needed someone to listen to him.

It was hard at first to start but once he did everything poured out of him, even the tears. "It's ok Mikey... let it out." Luke always had a soft voice when it came to times like these.

"It's so hard for me to understand him! Does he want me or does he not. I can't handle these feelings anymore." Luke ran his hand over Michael's back.

"I wish I could understand-" The taller boy got cut off by Michael.

"That's the thing, Luke, nobody understands! I don't think people understand the feeling, I've never been this heartbroken over anyone before. People tell me they understand but they don't, they never did they just say it because they want to understand. They don't know what it's like to be lied to and used... He used me, again. And you know what I would let him do it again because I love him. I hate myself for it." Michael brought his hand up to his face and rubbed his eyes, "Why am I such a mess?"

"I don't think you're a mess. I think you're just hurt and you have every right to feel the way you do. Ashton is a dick but there are things about him that even we don't know and I'm sure he has reasons for him to be like this.."

"Are you siding with him? Luke, he's hurt me, he's used me!" Luke could see the anger building up behind the boy's eyes. Luke was just that type of person who wanted to understand everyone, he needed to see both sides of the story.

"That not what I'm doing, I know he has hurt you and he's a big fucking asshole for doing that but... I'm sure he has a reason..." The blue-eyed boy looked guilty as he played with his fingers.

Michael felt pathetic and petty as he left the room with a slam of the door. It was like all the anger he felt for Ashton just exploded out of him. He didn't want people to side with Ashton; he was the one who hurt him! He doesn't need sympathy from people; he wasn't the one who was heartbroken.

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It wasn't until later that night when Luke felt too guilty about what he said and he went looking for the sad boy.

Nobody could ever prepare themselves for what Luke saw in the boy's room. It was horrendous. Sobs ripped through Luke's body. Dropping himself to the floor to gather the bleeding boy in his arms. "Mikey what the fuck!" Luke was quick to call help. He couldn't really remember what happened, it was a blur. He didn't want to see anymore. Red and blue clouded his memory. Voices yelling around him. Michael was fine, he would be fine.

They said he would be ok.

And he was. He would be ok, physically. 

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