The Unexpected Heartache

chapter one

Y/N perspective
"y/n can you please just come to the party. You're 19, you need to stop spending Friday nights alone" my best friend Lily yelled from the bathroom. I think about what she said for a second before I'm cut out of my thoughts by Lily again, "there will be cute boys y/n, please come" she whines and walks into the room holding a red dress which I presumed was for me. "Fine, but you have to stay with me the whole night",  I said to her while thinking about what shoes to wear with the dress. "Yay, I bought you this tight dress for tonight, maybe you can attract some boys?" Lily says laughing while handing the dress to me. I put on the dress and it fits me perfectly like it was made for me, it shows off my curves and is short yet appropriate, I love it. I curl my hair and put on a little makeup before putting on some black heels and making my way to the car where lily is waiting for me. Her mouth drops and she smiles, "you look so hot omg" she mouths and we both laugh. Lily starts the car and drive off, making it to the party before most people.

Lily's perspective
"Fine, but you have to stay with me the whole night" was the best news I've heard all day. Secretly I knew she would always say yes so I bought her a red dress that I think will make her even more stunning than she already is. What Lily doesn't know is that this boy that is exactly her type is coming, they've never met and I don't want to introduce them to each other, I want the world to do it's magic and bring them together naturally. Y/n has so many boys wanting her but she just doesn't care about it, almost like she knows they're not the right boy for her. I seriously think that y/n and the boy, Shawn are meant to be and I think they might just hit it off tonight. Before I could finish imaging I was stopped by y/n getting in the car, she looked so gorgeous and the dress was so flattering on her. I can't wait for tonight.

Shawn's perspective
(at the party) I look around for anyone I know and all of a sudden I see two beautiful girls sitting at the bar. One of them looks around and our eyes meet, all of a sudden I feel a connection, a connection like we were meant to be. Since I've been thinking, I forgot I was staring at her the whole time, I look up and she gives me a friendly smile. She is beautiful and everything I've ever wanted. My friend James hits my arm and asks me what that was all about, I shrug it off and walk over to the girl. She is wearing a tight red dress that showed off her amazing body and curves, it was short but appropriate and her hair was dirty blonde with soft curls. "Hi" I say to her nervously and she turns around and smiles. "Hi" she says making our eyes meet, she has the most beautiful green eyes ever. "So um I couldn't help but notice you from over there, you're really pretty and I was wondering if we could have a drink?" The nerves take over me and I look away scared of rejection, "haha yes I noticed, you're not so bad yourself" she said in the softest most peaceful voice ever. "Is that a yes?" I ask, still looking away. "It is" she says while showing off her beautiful smile.

Y/n perspective
"There's a boy staring at you y/n!" Lily said while hitting my arm, "he's over there, next to the boy in the blue shirt and he has perfect, brown curls and beautiful eyes." I look over and see the most handsome boy ever staring at me, Lily wasn't wrong he does have the most perfect, brown curls and beautiful eyes but his smile is so beautiful, he's been staring for at least a minute now and I keep giving him smiles but he doesn't look away. His friend starts hitting his arm but he still doesn't stop until all of a sudden he gives me a smile and looks around embarrassed. Something about this boy, it's like he knows me. I mean the way he looked at me was like he was in love. "Y/n he's coming over, he's coming over here!" Lily starts saying but I barely understand because she's drunk and is just laughing at everything. "Hi" he says to me nervously, I can tell because he starts looking around to seem less awkward. I can't help but notice his side profile, fuck it's amazing. I turn my head, smile and give him a hi back, our eyes meet and he starts staring into mine as if he can see through me. "So um I couldn't help but notice you from over there, you're really pretty and I was wondering if we could have a drink?" He days before looking around again nervously. I don't know why he's nervous, I'm just like every other girl here but shorter. He's super cute when he's nervous though, not gonna lie. "haha yes I noticed, you're not so bad yourself" I say to him before noticing he's still looking away.  "Is that a yes?" He asks, still looking away. "It is" I say smiling.

Lily's perspective
It's working, I didn't even have to do a thing. I stand up and leave y/n with Shawn. Shawn can't keep his eyes of y/n, it's like he feels a connection and really needs y/n. I knew they would be perfect. I start to walk alway when all of a sudden I feel someone pull me back, it's y/n she doesn't like being left alone with someone she doesn't know but she needs to understand that's what happens in life. I smile at her and mouth "it's gonna be okay, I'll be right over here" while pointing over at the couch. She rolls her eyes and looks back at Shawn, they are so cute together I can't. I truly do believe they are meant to be and I think they will too, I can't wait to hear y/n talking about him all the way home from the party.

Y/n perspective
Of course Lily had to leave me alone with this random boy, I've been so focused on lily leaving me I forgot that he is still waiting for me to tell him my name. "I'm y/n, what's your name again?" I ask him before taking a sip of my drink. "I'm Shawn, and your name is beautiful also" he says smiling, his voice is so peaceful. We sit in silence for a while before I break it asking why he chose me out of everyone here, "you're different y/n, something just told me I had to come over to you" he says sounding more confident now, I swear he gets hotter every second. We talked, laughed, shared embarrassing stories and opened up for what felt like a while and before we knew it, it was 4am. We exchanged numbers and were about to leave each other before he stopped me, "do you want to spend the night at mine" he said, his nerves coming back. My brain told me to say no but what came out my mouth was yes. He smiled and took my hand as he took me to his car, he had a guitar in the back of his car that was strapped in which was super cute and reflected his personality. I asked him about it and he said he sings but didn't say anything else. We arrived at his condo which was the top one, he had a beautiful place that was massive and super clean. I walked to the shower and was about to get in until he opened the door then quickly closed it. "Im so sorry, I didn't know you would be naked. I was going to ask if you are hungry" he said through the door, you could hear the sorry in his voice because he was so genuine. "I am quite hungry and, it's fine don't worry about it" I yelled over the shower water. He didn't reply but I heard him walk away. That was so embarrassing, why did he think I had the shower running and the door closed.

Shawn's perspective
I can't believe I just opened the door on her while she was naked, I don't even know what I was thinking, why else would she have the shower running and the door closed. I genuinely feel a connection with her and I hope this didn't ruin everything. She seems to like me and I don't think she even has a clue who I am. Most people I meet recognise me straight away and ask me to sing one of my songs for them. I only told her my first name in case she recognised Mendes. I don't think she would but I want to be safe, I can't loose her. She said she was hungry so I ordered us pizza and put a blanket in the dryer so when she gets out the shower we can watch movies with pizza and cuddle in the warm blanket. Most girls like that kind of stuff I think. The shower turns off and I quickly get the blanket out the dryer before I hear her yelling my name. "What's wrong gorgeous?" I say through the door, I can't even see her face but I can just tell she's smiling right now. "Shawn, I only have my dress and I don't want to wear that to bed so could I please wear one of your shirts" she says in a cute yet nervous voice. I run to my room and grab her my smallest shirt that I think will fit her. I open the door slightly and pass her the shirt and hear her laugh, she opens the door and shows me how big the shirt is, it  goes past her knees and she laughs. She looks so fucking cute it's not funny, we both laugh and I walk over to her and hug her. I feel truly happy for the first time in years. We hug for a little until there is a knock on the door, the pizza is here. I let go of her and go to the door and get the pizzas. I turn around to see y/n already sitting on the lounge snuggled in the warm blanket. "Did you warm up this blanket just for me?" She asks me smiling. "I did, I thought we could have pizza, cuddle and watch movies before go-" I say before being cut off by y/n, "you're so fucking cute omg, I would love that Shawn" and she hugs me.

Y/n perspective
He is so cute, everything is so perfect. We sit down and Shawn opens all the pizzas, he bought a meat lover, a Hawaiian and a cheese. "I didn't know what your favourite was so I ordered the basics" he said before standing up to go get plates. "You did good, I like Hawaiian" I say laughing before picking up my plate and grabbing a slice. "You're telling me you like pineapple on pizza?" He says with a smile on his face. "Haha, yes I love it" I say about to take a bit before Shawn takes my plate and jumps on me and starts tickling me. "Woman, I knew you were different when I saw you I just didn't think you were gonna be different by liking pineapple on pizza" he says even though I can barley hear him over my laughing. I try and get up but before I know it our lips are connected.