The Unexpected Heartache

chapter three

Y/n perspective
Oh he's really out here trying to pretend like he's such a perfect person who wants to be with only me. He's such a dickhead, I wonder how many girls he's texted today asking if they want to hang out. I just wish I could slap him. I am so caught up in my emotions and feelings that I forgot Shawn asked if he did anything. "No Shawn you've done nothing, I'm just on my period haha hormones am I right" I say while laughing, trying to act like I'm not mad at him. "Oh okay, I was scared you didn't like me" he said softly, not gonna lie he actually does sound really cute. I take Shawns hand and intertwine it with mine while walking to the bedroom so I could finally go to sleep and not deal with Shawn for just a few hours. Shawn lets me pull him along until all of a sudden he stops in front of the bedroom door , stands still and says, "You're so beautiful holy shit, I'm so lucky." Ugh, I wonder how many girls he's said that to in his life. I smile at him and open the bedroom door to reveal the bed with roses everywhere and candles lit. I am speechless. He really went out of his way to do this for me? Who am I kidding, he was probably expecting the mystery 'a girl' to be here instead. He wraps his arm around my waist and hands me the most beautiful red roses ever. "I know it might be too soon, but I think I love you y/n" my heart beats so fast and my cheeks turn bright red, I feel the anger build up inside me knowing that he has been messing around with another girl yet has the guts to do this. The only thing I want to say to him right now is that he's a cheating piece of shit but I can't because I need to find out who this girl is first. I feel my hand form a gist just thinking about it. "I can't wait to see what the future has for us Shawn" I say while hugging him so it seems real. He believes it and tells me to get some sleep since we have a big day tomorrow. Finally I can get rid of him for a few hours.

Shawn's perspective
my heart stopped racing when y/n said she wasn't mad at me but now it's racing ten times faster than before because she just said she sees me in her future basically. I'm so lucky and I can't wait to have children with her one day. I have to go to that meeting today regarding tour so I'm gonna have to come up with something to tell y/n so she doesn't find out that I'm famous. I feel so bad for lying to her so often because I'm scared that when I tell her the truth she will be hurt. I look at her laying there peacefully asleep and I remember why I'm not telling her the truth. To keep the love of my life from paparazzi and to make sure she's the right girl for me. It's weird really, a few days ago I was just lonely and unhappy but now I'm so happy there isn't a minute where I'm not smiling. Y/n still gives me butterflies every time I see her and my heart still beats three thousand times a minute when I'm with her but I like it, it shows I care. That's one thing I learnt from being a famous singer, that nerves mean you care so don't be angry at yourself for being nervous. It's nearly four in the morning which means I have to wake up in three hours which I absolutely dread, the only thing that makes me want to wake up is y/n.
(Fast forward to Shawn waking up)
my eyes sting but I know I need to get up for today's meeting, then I can spend time with my princess. I turn over to see her still laying there peacefully asleep. I head to the guest bathroom so I won't wake up y/n and I get dressed. I start planning what y/n and I can do when I get back home later. I remember the other day she said she's never been ice skating but has always wanted to so I think it will be cute to watch her ice skate for the first time and watch her fall over. I'm wearing the hoodie y/n wore last night so it smells like her while I'm missing her throughout the day. I'm about to leave when my phone rings, it's Andrew who is probably checking that I'm awake so I won't be late. He rang to tell me that my Merchandise designer Amy can't come in today because she's sick which means the meeting is called off. I'm honestly happy it is because I can spend more time with y/n and I don't have to lie about going somewhere.

y/n perspective
I wake up to a phone ringing and instantly recognise the ringtone as Shawn's. I go to stand up and see him but then I remember he is going to see that girl today and it might be her. I lay in bed and act asleep incase Shawn walks in. "Hello" I hear Shawn say to them on the phone, "Yes I'm awake and super excited for today" he then says shortly after. "That sucks I was excited about today, tell Amy I loved the things she sent, I'll text her later about everything and I love her! Love you all, bye!" He then says and then I hear the front door shut and Shawn leaves. I feel my blood boil as I keep replying him saying he loves her. He said that he liked something she sent him which is gonna be nudes so if I can get him to give me his phone later I can see his and Amy's texts. I don't understand where he's going if he isn't going somewhere with Amy? Probably to go cheat on Amy and me. I am snapped out of my thoughts by my phone beeping with messages that are from Shawn. He texted me saying 'good morning princess, I just went on a walk but I will be home shortly! You like iced coffees with almond milk right? I adore you and will see you soon 💗' honestly it's cute how he remembers my go to order but I know he's just trying to distract me from the fact he said he's on a walk when I know he's actually with another girl. I text him back a simple yes with a heart and go back to sleep since I'm still tired.

Shawn's perspective
I texted y/n saying I went on walk which was partly true but I'm actually heading down to the ice skating rink to book the rink for two hours so me and y/n can just ice skate alone and enjoy each other's company, also so no one will recognise me and ask for a selfie and then y/n will know everything. I arrive at the rink and ask if they can also decorate the place with roses and balloons and they can which is amazing because everything is going to plan. I finish up everything at the rink and run into a few fans who asked for selfies which I love taking with them all because I just have such an amazing connection with my fans. On my way back to my condo I head into my favourite coffee shop on Adelaide street and order y/n iced coffee with almond milk and myself a drink then start making my way back home. I get back to the condo and walk into the bedroom to see y/n still asleep. I kiss her cheek which wakes her up making her groan because she wants to go back to sleep. "Y/n you need to get up angel, we have to go somewhere shortly" I say to her while handing her the almond milk iced coffee. "I don't want to go anywhere I'm tireddddddd" she says back while putting a pillow over her head. After nearly an hour I finally convinced y/n to get out of bed and we head to the ice skating rink.

y/n perspective
"Where are we going shawn?!" I ask him annoyed since he made me wake up. My acting skills are getting so much better honestly, I've been pretending to not be mad at Shawn so well today he hasn't even asked once if anything's wrong. "I'm not going to tell you princess, you can try all you want but I won't tell you" Shawn says sounding nervous. I've noticed he is extremely shaky and nervous since he got home, like he's scared of something that's just happened or is about to happen. When I first met Shawn he opened up to me about how he suffers from anxiety and how he's never told anyone except me about it so even though I'm mad at Shawn I hope that it's not an anxiety attack. "You sound nervous Shawn, is everything okay?" I ask him just to make sure. "I'm fine beautiful" he says before resting his hand on my thigh. I can't help but notice his side profile, he is so handsome it's insane. "We are nearly here" he says making sure I'm still awake. It's snowing pretty lightly today which is a nice change. We are currently somewhere in Toronto where I've never been before. We arrive at an ice skating rink and suddenly everything clicks in my brain, Shawn remembered that I've never been ice skating before so he bought me here to ice skate for the first time. Why is he doing so much for me when he isn't even interested in me, he's just here because he's a total dickhead who cheats on girls. "I can't believe you're taking me to ice skate, that shows you actually listened to me that night even though we were both drunk and stupid" I say while laughing.

Shawn's perspective
I'm so nervous. Who knows how any of this is going to go. I can't believe how happy she looks now that she realised I remember all those little things she told me about herself. We walk inside and then I see y/n mouth drop, like a little boy in a candy store. She looks around at all the roses and and heart shaped balloons then runs into my arms and kisses me. I love the way she kisses me, it's with so much passion and it just feels right. Here goes nothing. "Y/n I need to ask you something" I say and I feel my heart beat ten times faster each second. She nods her head and smiles, still looking around at all the decorations. "I know we have known each other for less than a week but I feel so complete when I'm with you. Ever since we met that night I've been so much happier and I've been the luckiest man alive to be able to spend these past few nights with you. I've already told you before but, I just feel a connection between us and everyday that connection becomes stronger. Y/n will you be my girlfriend?" I ask her shaking.