Not Bothering

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I wasn't alive

just barely breathing

not knowing

If I'd live to see the sun again

and I was ok with that...

Tired eyes, not bothering to fake a smile

Scarred arms I'm not bothering to hide

Tears dripping, not bothering to be wiped away

I'm exhausted and sad

Sometimes I want to end it all

When I'm alone I try everything to occupy my ever screaming mind

in fear that my thoughts will run rampant

wreaking havoc on my fragile mind

I feel so alone, and I'm fucking sick of it.


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