Prettymuch Gay

Chapter 25

Brandon Arreaga

There is no possible worst feeling then what I'm feeling right now. I can feel it, my mom can feel it, even Haley can feel it. After that whole thing I did last dinner my mom has been giving me looks the whole car ride over here. We all walk up to the door but my mother stops me before she knocks. "Brandon sweetie....I love you I really do but, That thing you did Sunday was.. Sweet. But let's try not to make anyone uncomfortable" She says rubbing my arm up and down. I just let out a low sigh and nod my head in agreement. She smiles at me and gives me sad look with her eyes,

Haley knocks on the door and we wait for a few seconds. Mrs. Mara comes to the door and automatically smiles. "Hiiii" She says and to my mom and they hug. All I could think about is how this house, one I have been going to since I was a kid is just a reminder of how I made a fool of myself. My sister hugs Mrs. Mara and then she looks at me, I mean they all looked at me. "Brandon you big ol sweetheart" She ways wrapping her arms around me. I force a smile on and let out a slight chuckle as I hug her back. Mr. Mara comes to the door and smiles, he waves us in the house and too the living room.

"So glad you guys made it, well um dinner is not quite ready yet but Haley, Brandon feel free to go find Nick and Allison they are in their rooms upstairs" Mr. Mara Says while continuing to talk to my mother and guiding her to the kitchen. I take a deep breath and look down at the ground. I feel so lost right now I mean I know this place like the back of my hand and feel like I don't belong anymore. Haley starts to walk up the stairs right before I pull her back. "Where are you going?!" I say not wanting to be left alone right now. "Look unlike you I didn't embarrass myself in front of the Mara that is my friend, Allison still likes me" she says pulling her arm away and going upstairs.

I groan out loudly and mean mug her as she walks away. I stood by the stair case awkwardly looking around. What was I supposed to do, sit down like a weirdo and just be there by myself. I should just go up and talk to him. I think it's time to grow a pair and swallow my embarrassment and talk to Nick. I take huge deep breaths as I put my foot on the first step, I look up the stair case and suddenly It seems to look like it's 1,000 steps. 

 Fuck it I got nothing to loose at this point might as well make some last attempts to get Nick where he should be, with me. I run my hand across the railing as I walk up, I reach the top of the stairs and look down the hall. I could hear the girls giggling and talking in Allisons room as I walked down the way. There I was.... Standing right in front of Nicks door, him just on the other side. I look down at my hand which was on the door nob. I crack my knuckles right before I twist the nob and open the door. My heart was beating out of my chest but slowed when I noticed Nick was in the bathroom. I could hear the shower running but soon stop. The door swings open and steam comes rushing out as a sexy, slightly wet, almost naked Nick Mara emerges.

"Brandon!" he shouts as he slightly jumps back.

He looked so good right now and just the thought that, that towl around his waist was the only standing between me seeing the most sexy body I have ever seen in my life. "What are you doing up here" He said tightening the towl as it was just about to fall. "I...I wanted to talk to you" I said softly as I couldn't help but have my eyes wander the site of him. "After what you did Sunday Brandon your lucky that I even let you in my house still" Nick grabs a pair of underwear that was laying on his bed.

"Nick I ju-"

"YOU JUST WHAT BRANDON! YOU DID NOT ONLY EMBARRASS YOUR SELF BUT YOU PUT ME ON THE SPOT INFRONT OF EVERYONE"

"Look im sorry I just wanted.."

"WANTED WHAT B"

"I-"