Prettymuch Gay

Chapter 5

Nick Mara
I got up off my bed to find my Black Calvin's that Brandon threw somewhere. I located them and slide them on as I looked in my full body mirror. I examined my figure and turned around to look at the figure of my ass. Displeased. I never really liked my figure. I would work work work on it in anyway I could but still didn't seem to meet my standards. "You look fine Nick!!" Brandon shouted from my bed.

"Put your cloths on people gunna start showing up in like 30 minutes" I said turning around looking at a naked Brandon laying on his back in my bed. "I'm sweaty though" he said getting up. His soft but still fairly large dick swinging side to side as he approached me looking in the mirror. "Imma take a shower AGAIN. But this time feel free to join I'm always ready for round 4" he said kissing one of the bruises he gave me earlier and walked to my bathroom.

I looked at the bruises on my neck. I told him no marks, then again I tell him that every time but still end up with them. I walk down the hall not bothering to put pants on knowing my brothers and sister aren't home. I enter my parents room looking at how grand it is. The bed perfectly made, the hard wood floor without a scratch. Everything perfect just how my parents want. Perfect room, perfect house, perfect family. My brothers each have girlfriends that come from wealthy families. They are on the honor roll and do all the volunteer work in the city, mostly at my moms church. My sister with the boyfriend that's good looking and also comes from money.

We all are picture perfect, well except me of course. I always thought about the girl I would marry and how we would meet. Then come recently I figured out there probably be no girl. Brandon. My biggest secret. Our families long Time friends and me and him always friends. He rolled with his popular crew and I rolled with everyone. But then we started our little "relationship" and things started to get more complicated. I could never come out to my family. I could never introduce Brandon as my 'Boyfriend' even if I wanted to. It's not that his family isn't also picture perfect it's that fact that he's a boy. Boys don't like boys in Picture Perfect families.

I sat down infront of my moms vanity and looked at myself. I got some of my moms makeup and rubbed it on my neck. Luckly me and her are the same skin tone. I started to blend it all together so the Hickies look non-existent. I let out a long sigh and get up and exit the room. 'You really can't do anything right' I thought to myself as I walked back to my room.

I let a tear roll down my cheek as I once again entered my room. I ploped down on the bed and looked up at the ceiling. I hear my bathroom door open and Brandon come out with a towel around his waist. I sit up and look at him whipping the tear away. He slight rushed toward me sitting next to me. I stand up but so does he. I look away from him not wanting him to see me like this. He turns me around and looks at me.

I finally give in to his gaze and look up at him. My eyes glossed over from the forming tears. He pulls me into his embrace wrapping his arms around me. I silently sob into his figure as he rubs my back. This wasn't the first time I have done this. Brandon always made me feel better when I wasn't feeling like I was enough.

I push him down so he sits on the bed. " I want this and I want it now" I say as I straddle on his waist. I push him down so he is laying down and attack his lips with mine. I slide my fingers through his slightly wet hair. My hands roam down his body removing the towel around his waist. He slides my underwear off again throwing them god knows where. I felt his dick spring up and slap against my ass. I kiss down his body till I reach his dick. I take half of it in my mouth sucking up and down. He looks down at me while I look up at him. I take the whole thing down to his balls. I make sure to get his dick nice and wet before I let him in.

I take my mouth off his dick and go back sitting on his waist. I let his dick slide in between my cheeks because I know how much he likes that.  We make direct eye contact and I lean down and kiss him. These kisses where full of passion and love unlike some of our kisses that are mostly full of lust. I lean back up and line his cock with my hole. I let the tip slide in slowly just to tease him.