Prettymuch Gay

Chapter 41

Zion Kuwonu

"She's cute but she isn't Edwin" I groan as Leon and Jordan scroll through Instagram trynna find me a rebound. "Okay well....Maybe we should be looking for guys" Leon says as he starts scrolling again.

"No offenses but y'all don't know shit about what kinda guys I'm into" I say as I put my hands over my eyes. "Guys like Edwin right?" Jordan asks as he seems to have found a profile. "No! I don't like those kind of guys!" I groan out.

Jordan then looks sad as he doesn't even bother showing me. "Tell us what kind then!" Leon said as he throws himself back on my bed. "Shorter, skinny, pale with style" I say. Lowkey just being honest.

"Jeez! Why were you even with Edwin" Leon asks

"For real! Edwin was dark and kinda muscular" Jordan says as he gives up and throws his phone to the side.

"It's hopeless! I don't want anyone but Edwin!" I says as I get up and walk across the room to turn on my LED lights. "Bruh why don't you call Brandon he would probably handle this situation better!" Leon said. Fuck! Brandon I forgot about him. I miss him, I mean he was my best friend, my brother. Why can't we just go back a little bit.

Nick Mara

I took a deep breath as I knocked on Edwin's door. This will kinda be the first time we have spoken since our fight. I figured we should probably talk about this in person. You know just to make sure everything goes smoothly and stuff.

The door opens and Edwin's sister opens it. "Oh hey! Uh Edwin is upstairs! Figured you come by sooner or later since the break up" she says as she motions me in.

"What do you mean?" I ask

"Zion and Edwin! They broke up duh!" She says as she goes back to the living room. Oh.

I didn't know that.

My face kinda drops as I walk upstairs And to his room. The door was open so I just kind of walked in. He was just laying on his bed dressed in sweats and stuff. "H-hey Edwin.." I say nervously as I just stand there awkwardly. His attention is brought to me and he sits up. "Wha....what are you doing here?" He asks as he looks around nervously.

"I thought it was time we talked..." I say as I take a few steps closer to him.

He rubs his fingers through his hair and straightens out his sweatshirt doing his best to make himself look some What presentable. I hide my lips as I take a seat on the edge of the bed. We sit there in silence for a few seconds. It's kinda hard to do that with him. Edwin was intimidating, like he was absolutely stunning no cap. I mean if we weren't good friends I would still feel insecure being in a room alone with him.

"I'm sorry!" We both say at the same time.

We both giggle slightly as we shake our heads. "I'm sorry for being a hoe...you were right! I was acting up and-"

"No! Edwin don't apologize for that! Brandon doesn't like Julian and I was just kinda projecting that. I shouldn't have called you those names.... I know how being called that is a sensitive subject for you"

He looks so bad. Like he looks wrecked as hell, I guess a break up can do that to you. "You know your right though! I cheated on Zion that's why we broke up" he said kinda plainly. Like there was no emotion in his voice when he said that.

"What?!" I say out of disbelief. I swear I was just saying how that Edwin would never do that. "I gave up Nick! I gave up trying to make it work.... I should have broken up with him before I did something but...I just felt so alone" he said shaking his head