WRITTEN IN THE STARS

TWENTY

October 4

[ Narrator POV ]

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Jimin was hidden under the mountain of blankets, his feet sticking out from the bottom.

"Jimin-ah," Jin groans, falling on top of the smaller man. "stop this already."

"Hyung." The smaller one's voice was muffled. Despite being the smallest, he was the strongest and Jin's weight didn't bother him. Thus, Jimin let Jin lay on him.

After a few moments, Jin got off him, stripping the blanket off Jimin's body. "Jimin-ah." Jin said sternly, eyeing the boy who was still in his pj's at three in the afternoon.

"I can't do it hyung." Jimin opened his eyes, turning to see the older one standing beside the couch with a yogurt in his hand.

Jin softened at the look on Jimin's face. His eyes were puffy and red, cheeks stained with tears, and his bottom lip quivered. Jin wanted to pull him into a hug, but knew that Jimin would instantly pull away. Although Jimin was a hugger, he didn't like being comforted by his members, thinking he'd look weak.

"You don't have to-"

"But I miss her." His voice cracked and he rested his head in his hands. His soft sobs filled the living room. "I don't know what to do. I want her in my life, but I don't want to hurt her."

"You should tell her, Jimin-ah." Jin sighed, shoving a spoonful of yogurt into his mouth. After swallowing he continued. "She'll understand because she loves you."

"Hyung," Tears streamed down Jimin's eyes as the memory of Molly breaking in front of him broke his heart once again. "you should have seen the way I hurt her. I can't do that to her. It's my fault. I did this-"

Jimin's sobs overpowered him, and he crumbled back on to the couch. He cried into the pillow, not caring about Jin's thoughts on him.

Jin's heart only broke. There was nothing more painful than seeing his little brother in pain. Jin moved next to Jimin, patting the crying boy's hair. "It wouldn't hurt to be friends."

"I'll only want to hold her in my arms and kiss her and tell her she's mine." Jimin sobs. "It hurts, hyung."

"You don't have to." Jin whispered.

Jimin shook his head, sniffling under Jin's touch. "But I want to."

Jimin knew that keeping Molly in his life would only kill him. He couldn't control his emotions when he was around her. His heart still fluttered at her smile. His skin tingled under her touch. His eyes twinkled when she sang. Jimin's love for her was to strong to let himself pretend like he didn't care.

He knew he'd fail and hurt her again.

Am I being selfish for wanting her? I'll only hurt her. He thought.

The two men stayed that way , until finally, Jimin let his body rest. He fell into a deep sleep, allowing his mind to dream about the life he'd live if he were still with Molly.

Jin watched as Jimin slept peacefully, feeling nostalgic. His mind wandered to when Jimin cried for her when he did the deed, and now here he is. Still in pain.

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a.n.

I just wanna say thanks for 2k on Star-Crossed Lovers

It was the first book I published on wattpad and although it's not great and 2k isn't a lot, I still appreciate it!!

Thank you for reading my crappy books❤️

Anyway, It's a short chapter :(

But I'll try to update later or tomorrow for sure!

Also, I posted a short edit on Instagram @BTSAMYX

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