Torn (One Direction Fan Fiction)

Chapter 15

Author's Note:If you didn't know I updated more of Chapter 14 yesterday then I recommened you read the rest of it before you read this chapter! Love you guys <3

Louis's P.O.V

"I don't know this feels really wrong,"I said quietly.

"Do you want to know what she's hiding from us,"Niall hissed.

"She would've of told us if she wanted us to know. We just became best friends again,"I said.

"I know, but as her best friend wouldn't you want to know what has been hurting her?"

I stood there quiet for a moment, and thought about it.

"How do we know it's hurting her,"I sighed.

"Well I guess this is how we're going to find out,"Niall grinned as he pulled out a journal from Sarah's bag.

Niall opened the journal and began flipping through its pages. We weren't exactly sure what we were looking for, really. Niall came up with this plan because he thinks Sarah is keeping something from us. I don't even know when Niall started caring so much about her. He fianlly stopped at a page, and he was just about to read out loud when-

"BOYS WE LEAVE IN FIVE MINUTES!"We heard Paul yell.

Niall cursed under his breath and closed the journal. He put it back where he found it, and we walked out the suite together. We could already hear the fans screaming from in the lobby. Paul and two other body gaurds were standing in front and behind us. Sarah looked pale in the face when she saw all the screaming fans. I forgot she wasn't used to our fame yet.

Zayn's P.O.V

I looked at Sarah, and she looked scared. I know she's never interacted with our fans before because she's always tried to stay away from them. It's not that she doesn't like them, it's just that she liked her life before all the photographers, and the fans asking if she was my little sister. The days when I actually had time for her.

I looked at a wide eyed Sarah as we were going down the elevator. She was staring at the fans in awe, and in fear. I could hear them roaring our names. Just as we hit the lobby floor I grabbed my sister's hand. I gave it a little squeezed, and we kept a tight grip of each other's hand.

"Nervous?"I asked.

"What if they don't like me?"She said in a small voice.

"They'll love you,"I said.

"Why would they?"

"Because we love you,"I heard Paul say.

Sarah smiled at what had Paul said.

"Ready,"I asked.

She gave me a little nod of her head. Sarah and I were right behind Paul, I was the first of the boys to be seen. The fans went wild once they saw us. Paul was trying to get them to back up, and they didn't willingly. I heard shouts coming from evey where.

"Zayn, is that your sister?"I heard someone say.

"Yeah, she's my sister,"I shouted into the crowd.

I could feel Sarah's grip get tighter.Then I heard another person shout.

"ZAYN, YOUR SISTER IS PRETTY!"

"She's not pretty, she's beautiful!"I shouted back.

I looked at Sarah, and she smiled at me.

Then someone tried to pull Sarah back, and I had to force them to let go off her. With the help of Paul of course. Sarah wasn't smiling anymore, she looked terrified. I put her on my back, and she began laughing as we made a mad dash to the tour bus.

Once we made it, I put her down and she let out a huge smile.

"I told you they'd love you,"Paul panted as he closed the bus's door.

"Enough to try to take you away from us!"Liam laughed as he sat down beside her.

"It was still scary,"she said.

"Ah well you'll get used to it,"Harry said.

"I guess so,"she sighed."I mean my big brother is part of the biggest boy band in the world!"

I picked her up, and gave her a huge hug.

"And you thought you were going to lose me,"I whispered.

"I haven't lost you... Yet."She said quietly.

I let go of her, and looked her in the eyes. I could tell she was being serious, and that she honestly feels like she's going to lose me.

"There shouldn't be a yet because you will never ever lose me,"I said.

She gave me a small smile, and we all started chatting excitedly about the concert tonight. Our first concert in America. I'm really excited and nervous, but at least I have my little sister here to cheer me on. And that just makes this all worth it.

Sarah's P.O.V

"And that's tonights show!"Liam said into the microphone.

I watched all five boys walk off stage before I went to one of the gaurds to let me through to backstage. The crowd was crazy. I honestly didn't think they'd be that nuts. I mean my brother had a tampon and a bra thrown at him.

"Saarraahhh,"Zayn said as he hugged me.

"Ewww, you're all sweaty,"I joked.

"When you had futbol practice and I would come and hug you I never said that,"he said.

I just nodded my head and went to Liam.

"How was I?"He asked as he gave me a hug.

"Awesome!"I smiled.

I went to Harry next.

"Haaaazzz you were fantastic!"I said as he pulled me in for a hug.

"I know,"he smiled cheekily.

"Niall!"

"Sarah!"He said as he hugged me."Did you like my jump?!"

"Of course!"

I turned to hug Louis, but he picked me up off the ground and spun me around.

"How was I,"he whispered in my ear.

"You were fantastic, best friend,"I whispered back.

He set me back down on the ground, and all eyes were on us.

"What?"Louis asked.

"Are you two dating or something?"Harry asked.

"What? No! I have Eleanor! Sarah's my best friend,"Louis protested.

I looked at Zayn to see what he had to say. I thought he'd be mad, but to my surprise he wasn't. As security pushed us through the crowd of screaming fans Niall pulled me close to his side having his hand placed on my waist. I didn't move away or anything, it actually made me feel safe from the crowd. When we finally managed to get inside the tour bus, and Niall let go of my waist.

"Okay, Sarah, since you are a girl you get first choice of bunk!"Liam said.

"What, no!"Louis shouted.

"Louis, behave,"Zayn warned, but Louis just pouted.

I walked to the area where our "beds" were. There were three stacked on each side of the wall. I decided that I wanted the very top one on the right side. Zayn ended up getting the bunk below me, and Liam just below him. On the left side Niall was at the very bottom, Harry just on top, and Louis's bunk was right above Harry's.

Everyone was asleep except for me and Louis.

"Sarah, could I ask you something. It's been bugging me,"he said.

"Yeah. Lou, you know you can ask me anything,"I said.

"Okay well if you don't want to answer it, you don't have to."

"Just spit it out,"I laughed.

"Did Jordan ever beat you?"