Torn (One Direction Fan Fiction)

Chapter 16

Sarah's P.O.V

"Doe-Does he what,"I choked out.

"Does he beat you?"Louis asked.

"No, why would you get that idea,"I lied.

"I don't know. That one day you came to the vacation home and your face and body was all bruised up, Liam told me that you were with your boyfriend early. I just assumed..."

"You assumed wrong."I said.

 "I-I'm sorry,"he said.

We just laid there quiet. Why would he just assume that? Is it that obvious?

"Sorry I snapped at you, Lou."I said.

"It's alright, but Sarah?"

"Yeah?"

"You would tell me if someone was hurting you, right?"

"Of course,"i told my second lie of the day.

"Sarah?"

"Yes, Lou?"

"I love you."

"I love you too."

Then there was absolute silence, and a small smile on my face. Then I quickly frowned. I hope Louis doesn't find out Jordan used to beat me. I hope that he doesn't find out I lied to him, that would hurt him even more.

Harry's P.O.V

I woke up with sound of shaking. We must've been going over a bumpy road. I groaned as I streched to get out of my bunk.

I looked to see who was still in their bunks. Sarah and Zayn were still asleep. Figures, I mean they do sleep a lot. Well Sarah wakes up pretty early sometimes, but still. My eyes rested on Sarah. She looked so peaceful. I liked seeing her without her makeup on, she looks so real. I mean she looks beautiful with and without. I just want to crawl in next to her, and cuddle with her. Share a few laughs and secrets. Damn I love her laugh. Wait. Stop it Harry! You don't like her. She's Zayn's little sister. She's untouchable. Maybe that's why I want her. She's the jewel I can't have.

"Hazza, you up?"I heard Louis's voice say from the back of the bus.

"Er, yeah,"I called back.

I walked to where I heard Louis's voice. He was on the couch playing Call of Duty Black Ops. His eyes shifted off the screen and over to me. He paused the game and patted the spot beside him.

"I have to talk to you,"he said.

"Alright,"I said not thinking much about it.

"Let me get Liam and Nialler, hold on."Louis got up, and went to the front of the bus. A few moments later he was back with them.

They all sat down on the couch with me. Liam looked a bit uneasy.

"Alright, the reason why I want you here is because I think we should set some rules while having Sarah on the tour with us."Louis's eyes were on Niall."We do not go through her stuff without her say so. We shouldn't make Zayn not trust us around Sarah. We should always keep her in arms just in case some crazed fan gets jealous, and grabs her-"

"Lou, we already do all that,"Liam said.

Louis just sighed, and nodded his head.

"Yeah, no need to tell us what we already know mate,"Niall said.

Louis sat back down on the couch again, and ran his fingers through his hair. Liam and Niall got up, and went to where the kitchen was leaving me alone with Louis.

"Boo Bear you seem stressed,"I said putting my arm around him.

"I am,"he replied.

"What's been bugging you?"I asked.

"Eleanor."

"What about her?"

"She was caught with another guy last night when the pap saw her." Louis was about to be in tears.

"Ah well it could be just a friend,"I said trying to comfort him.

"I-I thought so too. Until she sent me this."

He showed me a text from Eleanor on his phone. It read:

From Eleanor<3:

Louis I'm so sorry. I cheated on you. I was just so lonely, and you were gone. Please don't hate me. I love you with all my heart. It was just a one shot thing, he means nothing to me.

"What are you going to do,"I asked.

"I don't know,"he sighed.

"Louis can I tell you something?"

"Yeah."

"I think I like Sarah. I can't stop thinking about her, it's driving me insane!"I shouted whispered."How do you feel about her? If you have feelings for her I don't want to make you awkward or something."

"No, no. Go for it, but only if you truley like her."

"Really? You don't have feelings for her?"I asked.

"No... She couldn't be that girl I adored,"was all Louis said.

AUTHOR'S NOTE: I will be updating more of this chapter soon! I've been sick so I haven't been able to update. I'm sorry guys </3

Niall's P.O.V

"Did you forget I was even alive. Did you forget everything we ever had-"I heard a voice sing from one of the closets in the bus.

I saw Sarah walk out still humming the tune to the song she was just singing.

"Why don't you ever sing?"I asked as I looked up from my bowl of cereal.

"If I could I would,"she laughed.

"Well you have a pretty voice."

"Thank you,"she said as she sat down beside me."Do you like Demi Lovato?"

"I used to have a crush on her,"I laughed.

"Used to?"

"Not anymore. i have my eyes set on another girl."

"And who may that be?"

"I don't think it'll ever work out though,"I sighed.

"Why not?"

"I dunno..."

"Well tell me about her,"she said.

"She has an amazing laugh, just by hearing it your whole day could be made. Then when she makes these certain faces her dimples will show up. When she smiles it can light up a whole room. She doesn't even know how beautiful she is, and if I could I'd remind her everyday,"I said."When you're sick you just automatically feel better by just looking or talking to her."

"She sounds perfect,"she said quietly.

I looked her in the eyes.

"She is,"I sighed,"but she won't notice me."

"I bet she does, and you just don't notice,"Sarah smiled."And you can remind her everyday that she's beautiful. Just because she doesn't know you like her doesn't mean you can't call her beautiful."

"Sarah?"

"Yeah?"

"You're beautiful."

 "I'm far from it, but you should tell the girl you like that,"she said. She smiled and walked away to the back room where the rest of the boys were.

"I just did,"I whispered.

Okay so I'm done udating this chapter. Not sure when Chapter 17 will be up hopefully before Sunday. I could probably update tomorrow if I feel any better!