Torn (One Direction Fan Fiction)

Chapter 27

Louis's P.O.V

I woke up in my hotel bed with my head throbbing. Everything that happened yesterday happened so fast. I got up out of bed, and tried to make sense of everything. I was the one who started all this. I was the reason why Sarah almost committed suicide.

I pushed those thoughts out of my head. I needed to see Sarah and make things right.

I made my way to the bathroom, and brushed my teeth. I didn't even bother doing my hair. I walked silently to Zayn's room to see if she slept over there, but it was only Zayn in there snoring loudly. I walked to where Niall was, and she wasn't there either. I guess she's in Harry, Liam, and Paul's suite.

I walked out of my suite, and walked over to the next. I had a key to the door, so I didn't bother knocking. I walked to the couch to see if she was there, nope. I walked to Paul's room, nope. I carefully opened Harry's door, and took a peek. I sighed in relief as I saw that she wasn't in there.

I walked to Liam's room and sure enough she was there sleeping in his bed, but there wasn't a Liam.

I walk over to her, and she shifts a little.

"Don't wake her,"I hear a voice mumble.

I peer to the other side of the bed, and Liam was laying on the floor bundled up in blankets.

"Oh, er, sorry,"I said quietly.

"It's alright, mate,"he said slowly getting up.

"Why were you sleeping on the floor," I asked.

"I didn't want Zayn walking in on us in the same bed."He chuckled.

I nodded my head, and we just stood there looking at Sarah sleeping.

"Huh,"Liam said.

"What?"I asked.

"She looks so peaceful sleeping,"Liam said,"you wouldn't even think anything was wrong."

He was right. Looking at Sarah you wouldn't even think for a second that she has tried to kill herself, that she's been abused. Liam must've known what I was thinking.

"Louis it's not your fault,"he said.

"Then why do I feel like it is? She tried to kill herself over me. I'm selfish. I didn't mean what I said. Shit, Liam, I love her and I screwed everything over,"I sighed.

"Yeah you did screw things up between you two, but she has a lot of problems."He said trying to comfort me."All we need to do now is be here for her."

"But what if she,"I paused and thought about what I was going to say."What if she doesn't even want me here?

"Trust me Louis, she wants you,"Liam sighed.

"Liam?"

"Yeah?"

"Could you give me some time alone with her?"

Liam looked a bit unsure, but he nodded his head and walked out the room.

I sat next to where Sarah's head was resting.

I began messing with her hair lightly, making sure that I don't wake her. I let out a huge sigh.

"Sarah, I'm sorry I screwed everything up,"I whispered."I was stupid. I love you so much."

"If you loved me why did you say all that crap,"I heard Sarah say.

I looked at her, and I noticed her eyes were open. Her deep brown eyes directly on me.

"Because I was stupid, and I was mad,"I said softly.