Torn (One Direction Fan Fiction)

Chapter 18

Author's Note:If you didn't know I updated more on Chapter 17!

Louis's P.O.V

"Eleanor, just listen to me! Please?"I begged over the phone.

"Why should I? I told you that guy didn't mean anything to me,"I heard her voice ring from the phone.

"You say that, but I know you don't mean it. You clearly have feelings for him. You kissed him!"

"He kissed me!"

"You kissed him back,"I hissed into the phone.

"What was I supposed to do?!"

"What were you supposed to do? Oh well I don't know maybe say,'Sorry I have a fucking boyfriend.' That could've worked."

"Louis calm down!"

"Eleanor, how am I supposed to calm down? I'm away on tour, and I'm just supposed to trust you after what happened?"I asked.

"And I should just trust you when you having that fucking cunt of a best friend with you,"her voice sounded like knives through the phone.

"Don't you ever call Sarah that again,"I said quietly, but loud enough for her to hear.

"Oh so the bitch has a name,"I could almost see the smirk on her face.

"Eleanor, it's over."I said.

"What,"I could hear her voice drop."What do you mean?"

"You know exactly what I mean. I'm breaking up with you. I'm sorry El. I thought we were perfect for each other, but it's clear that we have many problems. I love you so damn much, but you can't seem to understand that. I would never cheat on you. I'm sorry, know I did this out of respect for me and my friends. Oh, and if you ever call Sarah a cunt ever again I will personally tweet everyone saying how you cheated on me and the reasons why we broke up. I'm doing you a favor by just tweeting we broke up because the stress of the fame and everything was getting to us. I still love and care about you. Have a good life. Bye,"I said and I hung up.

I was close to tears now. I looked around the bus to see if anyone had heard. Luckily everyone had gotten off to grab a few treats from a local store we had stopped by. Just twelve more hours of this long bud ride, and we'll be checked into a hotel and begin getting ready for our next concert.

I felt thr tears begin to roll down my cheek. I went to the bathroom, and washed my face. I didn't want the lads to see me cry.

I heard the bus door open. I poked my head out the bathroom door to see who it was. I saw Sarah walking towards me smiling, but once she saw me she dropped the bags she was holding and jogged over to me. She grabbed me and hugged me.

"I-I bro-bro-broke up with Eleanor,"I cried onto her shoulder.

She rubbed my back, and she sent chills up and down my spine. I was automatically comforted by her. She didn't ask questions, she didn't say anything. She just knew that I needed someone to hold me, and soothe me.

I pulled away from her, and looked her in her beautiful brown eyes. Just looking into them you automatically felt better. I pulled Sarah's body closer to me. I had this strong urge to kiss her. Her eyes were on mine, my lips just an inch from her face. I could feel her heart beat it was slowly rising. Our lips were about to touch-

"Boo Bear! We're back!"I heard a voice call from the front of the bus.

Sarah pulled away from my grasp, and walked away. Just leaving me with my mouth gaped open.

Harry made his way towards me with his cheeky smile.

"What's up love,"he asked as he pulled me in for a hug.

"I broke up with Eleanor,"I said.

"What?! Was it about that guy?"

"Yeah, but I kind of don't want to talk about it right now, Haz. I need time to think."

He nodded his head, and I went to my suitcases. I put on some pajama pants, and took off my shirt. I went straight to my bunk, and pulled the covers over me. I saw that Sarah was already in her bunk. I stared at her for a while. There's somethind about Sarah that always caught my attention. Maybe it was because she was warm, she came around, and she was dignified. Her beauty is just stunning. It kills me when she's sad.

I sighed, and turned my back towards her. Yoy can't be feeling like that Lou. You're still upset over breaking up with Eleanor, remember? Just try not to think about it.

Sarah's P.O.V

Not sure what I'm feeling right now. Did Louis and I almost kiss? I don't even know, this is all just so confusing. Maybe he's just confused...

Yeah that's it! He's just a little confused over breaking up with Eleanor. I mean she was the love of his life, or so he's told me.

I could already hear Zayn snoring below me. I opened my eyes to see Louis already in his bunk. He had his back to me. I could hear the sniffles, he's probably crying. Uh, I hate seeing him hurt. It makes me want to hold him, and tell him everything is going to be alright.

"Sarah, you awake?"I heard someone whisper.

I looked down my bunk, and saw Niall standing there.

"Yeah,"I let out a small smile.

"Want to watch a movie with Harry, Liam, and I?"He asked.

"But I don't feel like walking,"I whinned.

"Then I'll carry you!"

Before I could protest his arms were around me, and he took me off my bunk. He carried me straight into where the T.V and couch were on the bus. He plopped me down beside Liam and sat beside me. While Harry sat on the other side of Liam. I snuggled up to Niall, and I felt my eyes beginning shut. Man I was really tired, and I have no clue why since all I've been was hang out in a tour bus all day long.

I felt Niall's around me. I felt my eyes finally shut. I just let the sleep take over me.

Harry's P.O.V

I saw Sarah all cuddled up on Niall. Not going to lie, I was pretty jealous. The way she tried to fight the sleep was the cutest thing. I couldn't help, but to pay more attention to her more than the movie. The way she was sleeping on her hands as if they were a little pillow. How sometimes she moved, but only so she could get warmer. How her little messy bun was now falling onto her face. Aw man if only you knew how beautiful she is. Just her personality, her looks, just everything about her was beautiful. I never really felt this way about a girl, it's a really weird feeling.

How everytime I look at her my heart skips a few beats. How when she just smiles I just want to smile too. How when she laugh I just can't help but to laugh with her. And when she's a little bit  down, I just want to pick her up and kiss her. I hate that she's some what off limits because of Zayn.

I felt Liam nudge me, and I looked at him.

He raised his eyebrow at me and slowly moved his head toward Sarah.

I knew exactly what he was asking. He was asking if I liked Sarah.

I nodded my head yes.

He just looked at me, and nodded his head and turned away. That's what I like about Liam he just knows things, and once he knows he won't bother you unless you want him to.

I looked back at Sarah, and let the jealousy overcome me again. I want her. I want her so bad.

Author's Note: I know I said I was going to update tomorrow, but I just wanted to publish this chapter! Love y'all!