Hello. I'm Madison. At the age of 9 I was raped and throughout all of my life, I was verbally abused. I'm about to be a sister and I'm in charge of the gender reveal party. I don't believe what's on T.V. cause it's fake. My uncle has drilled it into my mind that I'm fat, a whore, a bitch, useless, unloveable, unworthy, disgusting, not special, and should kill myself. My friend stopped talking to me recently and it kinda sucks.
My girlfriend left me for my friend. He rubs it in my face from time-to-time. I recently tried to overdose. I have over 5 failed suicide attempts total.
But, I'm here for you if you need it. I promise I won't ever betray you. Let me know if you ever just need someone to listen, even if I don't know you much. I'd be happy to help.
I love my friends to death and would do anything for them. I know I won't ever be in an intimate relationship. I'm too ugly for that shit. The last person who claimed I was pretty enough to date left me in the dirt and it's obvious she didn't actually like me. I mean, she's much more into my friend than she ever was with me.
I'm going to go, but as I said, I'm always there for you.
