bestfriend ㅡ junkyu

067

bago pa man makasilip si sherine kag junkyu, hinarangan na agad ito ni deanielle upang malaman kung tungkol saan ang paguusapan nila.

sherine asked if they can go at the exit and talk. she agreed and both of them went there with deanielle noticing sherine's tears continuously flowing on her face.

"what now?"

it was a minute before sherine spoke up and deanielle put her phone down. she creased her forehead and asked her once again.

"ano, sherine?"

"kasalanan ko lahat," she mumbled and cried again. "sorry, deanielle. i'm sorry.."

"ano bang sinasabi mo?" deanielle had enough. she just can't stand it seeing sherine crying out loud and begging for forgiveness while she's just there, cluelessly asking what's wrong.

"sana mapatawad mo ko.."

"ano ba, sherine? wala kong maintindihan sa mga sinasabi mo-"

"i pushed him." sherine mumbled and shut her eyes harshly. "kaya siya nasagasaan."

laglag ang pangang nilingon siya nk deanielle, bago ito unti unting nagulangang. "you- what?!"

"i-i pushed him, deanielle. lasing ako kanina at hindi ko alam ang ginagawa ko. naga-away kami sa daan at pilit niya kong hinihila pauwi kaya napikon ako-"

"he almost fucking died, sherine! gago ka ba?!" deanille frustratingly brushed her long hair using her fingers, calming herself from slapping sherine.

"i didn't know! hindi ko alam na may sasakyan! hindi ko alam na mababangga siya!"

deanielle glared at her, hot tears started to fill her eyes as she slowly let it flow. "it will not change the fact na ikaw ang dahilan kung bakit siya muntik mamatay."

"that's why i'm asking for your forgiveness, deanielle! alam kong gago ako at napaka maling desisyon ang pilitin si junkyu na ako yung piliin niya kahit alam kong ikaw naman talaga! i was just lonely and scared! i felt like i'm alone-"

"stop playing the victim here, sherine! wala akong pakealam sa buhay mo, ang inaalala ko dito, ay kung paano mo muntik patayin si junkyu dahil lang sa away ninyo-"

"shut it! you don't understand me, deanielle! and you don't know me too!" sherine snapped back.

"oh, yeah? i will never understand you." sherine smirked and stated. "at hinding hindi ko gugustuhing intindihin ka."

deanielle turned her back and walked out to leave sherine, before she can even do something bad to her. "suit yourself, sherine. you'll never like it once the boys will now about this. be fucking thankful junkyu's alive and breathing."

she faced her for the last time and clicked her tongue. "don't you ever show your face to me again."

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