"deanielle, bibili kaming dinner. ikaw muna uli maiwan dito." byounggon smiled and ruffled deanielle's hair.
"bakit ba lahat kayo sasama? pwede namang dalawa lang bibili. iniiwan niyo kong mag isa dito." she pouted and glanced at junkyu who's still quiet and just keeps on watching them.
hyunsuk chuckled. "papunta na din naman na si jihoon, kumalma ka."
"osige na, bilis! wag na kayong lalayo ha!"
"yess boss." ani seunghun sabay hatak kay yedam at doyoung na gustong magpaiwan upang matulog sa kabilang kamang kinuha nila.
"junkyu." simula ni deanielle at umupo sa upuan, tabi ng kanyang kama.
"hm?" he hummed and glanced at him.
deanielle stared at him for a minute and sighed. kaya siguro sobrang tahimik mo, hindi mo masabi sabi sa amin na si sherine ang dahilan kung bakit ka nandito. you really love her that much, do you?
"may hindi ka ba sinasabi sakin?"
junkyu pursed his lips and looked down. hindi ito sanay na ganito ito kalamya at katahimik kaya ngayon ay gusto niya na iyong komprontahin.
"may sinabi ba si sherine sayo?" anito sa maliit na boses.
deanielle nodded. tears pooled her eyes once again yet she tries to stop it by blowing some air.
"bakit, junkyu?" her voice cracked and she couldn't help but to question him. "why can't you say something? why do you always protect her from us? after all of the shits she've done-"
"it's an accident." he mumbled and gritted his teeth.
"accident my ass." deanielled replied. "so pag ba tinulak kita mula sa rooftop at bumagsak ka ng lasog lasog ang katawan, sasabihin mo paring aksidente yon?"
"right. accident. go on, throw me at the window, i'll tell everyone that it was just an accident too." she even followed and hissed.
"bub.."
the atmosphere was gloomy and dark, compared earlier. hindi niya mapigilang hindi mainis sa pagtatanggol ni junkyu kay sherine.
"she's mentally ill, deanielle! what do you want me to do? make her feel worthless and blame her till she get enough bullshits in life?"
deanielle's mouth was left opened. she couldn't say anything because she knows, being depressed is a rough battle.
she couldn't even judge sherine after hearing what junkyu said because it also broke her heart.
"if that's the case then you shouldn't have pushed her buttons! kung talagang ganon ang nararamamdan niya-"
"alam mo ba kung bakit siya nagalit at bakit niya ko tinulak?" junkyu cut her off and clenched his jaw. "i told her the truth. i told her to stop."
"what are you saying-"
"you wanna know why everything is fucked up, deanielle? i told her that i love you."
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BINABASA MO ANG
bestfriend ㅡ junkyu
Fanfiction❝ you wanna know why everything is fucked up? i told her that i love you. ❞ tagalog epistolary. 「 O11319 」