"You left me..."

Leaving

SAMs P.O.V

IT was my last day at the house before I had to leave. Colby does not know because I can't tell him. I can't tell him, it'll brake him and everything that we went through together will be ripped away in seconds and it kills me to know that. I hate that I'm leaving to be honest it really was not my choice, my mom is making me go back to what she called 'home'. I never called it that because she was always screaming at either me or someone else for any reason she could possible. I'm in the living room with Jake, Brennen,Corey, and Elton. They all know I'm leaving everyone slowly found out over the past 3 weeks that I've been packing and getting my things in boxes. We were talking about how they were going to help Colby before and after I leave. " We can always hold Colby back if he reacts badly." Corey said I gave a small smile at that but I wanted to give Colby the chance to at least give me one last super hug before I leave. " I at Least want one last supper hug before I leave." I said before Colby came in with the camera "hey guys, what are you talking about?" He asked I then responded "we were talking about what we were going to do for a video on Brennens channel" I just lied to my best friend for like the millionth time in the past 3 weeks. Brennen looked at me with concern then I noticed all of them where looking at me with worry. "Ok," he started off he looked confused like he knew he was being left out of something " I just wanted to ask if you wanted to film a video with me, tomorrow is the day we need to post."   I did not feel like filming a video because of the stupid family drama. I still said something though " ya, let's go film a video." I gave him a small smile and I could tell that he knew I was off. "Are you ok Sam, you seem a bit, idk, off lately" he asked "I'm fine,I promise." Then we walked to the recording room and filmed our video.

1hour later after filming

It was time for me to leave. My heart was racing, my stomach hurt and I felt as if I was drowning. I got my things from my room draged them down the stairs then put them by the door. I quickly ran back up the stairs to tell Colby. I was standing out side of his door, I was going to knock but then the door flung open to see Colby. "H-hay" I studdered damn it "hey what's wrong, your eyes are really glassy" he said with his voice soft, he then pulled me into a hug and I somewhat broke. He must have heard me choke back my tears because he titened his grip around me.  "Sam, please, I can't help you if I don't know what's wrong." He was choking back tears too I could tell because of his voice, he hated it when I was crying because he ever liked to see me in pain or agony. "C-colby I have to tell you something, please don't be mad at me when I do tell you, it's hard for me to-to say anything. I hate that it's happening, but I don't get a choice." I said while he held me in his arms and his grip on me got a little tighter "Shhh, it's ok, I won't be mad if it was not your choice , I promise.Sam you can tell me any thing." He let go and was looking at me with a serious face. I was really going to miss him, WHY WAS IT ME TO DO THIS TO HIM? I hate this. I took his hand and lead him down the stairs to the living room were the guys were. he looked really confused at to why all of us were crying. "Guys, what's going on?" Brennen opened his mouth " Sam...," his voice broke and he closed his mouth then spoke again "Sam has to go away for awhile, Colbs." Colby only looked more confused "what do you mean?" Then I spoke "He means, My mom is making me leave, I have to go away for awhile Colbs, I really don't want to go but like I said I have no choice." He was in tears at my words then he pulled me into a super hug,just like how I wanted him to do. I hugged him back just as tight. "Colby," I whispered as he was braking at the seames. "You-you n-need t-to le-let g-go no-now." I was still whispering, he only tightened his grip and sobbed out "ple-please don-don't Lea-leave me!" It broke me more to hear him sound broken "C-Colby, I-I pro-promise I-it's n-not yo-your fau-fault." I reashered  him. Jake, Corey,Brennen and Elton had to pull him off of me. As they did it broke me to hear him scream "PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME!" as they pulled him off of me and held him back so he would not lock me in his arms again I backed up to the door, if I was there any longer I would have said 'let him go' and just let him lock me in his arms, But I couldn't. I looked back to see Brennen holding Colby's arms behind his back so he did not hit anyone and hurt them, as Colby struggled against Brennen he had never ending streams of tears rolling down his face, they all did even me, I looked Colby in the eyes and said" I'm so sorry, I never wanted to leave, but it's not my choice." He then saw how broken I was and I saw how broken he was. It completely broke me inside, I opened the door looking back one last time. More tears streamed down my face as I hung my head low and basically was dragged out of the house because of my father. Once Colby saw my father he screamed "NO, PLEASE DONT TAKE HIM AWAY FROM ME!I NEED HIM!" I could hear the pain in his voice. Then my father turned me around, and smacked me. Telling me to be a man and not cry. One last tear rolled down my face before I wiped all the tears off of my face we were out of view from the house, I really was going to go back, this was it it would be 3 years before I get to see Colby again, because my parents did not like phones,so i had no way of communicating with them at all, this was really what I was going back to. Back into the gates of hell, the next 3 years were going to feel enternel and like a never ending nightmare. I got in the car and stayed silent, all the way to the place I tried to escape from for so long.
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