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A voice in Colby's head will be in italic and everything else will be in bold.
Colby's p.o.v
It's been 4-5 days since I saw the pearson I love most get dragged out of the house by his father. I pearson I love most, my best friend, just...gone, in the blink of an eye. I don't even know how to make out what I'm feeling right now. Once Sam was basically dragged out of the house, and I was done screaming my head off, i tried to bolt towards the door to try to get to Sam. It took every ounce of strength that Brennen had to hold me back, once Sam was gone and I tried to bolt, Brennen stepped in front of me. Jake, Corey, and Aaron ran at the door and closed it,while Brennen held me back and just tried to calm me down after what happened. After an hour I stopped struggling and just gave in, still sniffing from the heart breaking screams and cries for my best friend not to leave me. Brennen was hesitant to let me go because he thought I was going to try and bolt again but I didn't, they let Sam my best friend go back to a hell hole of a 'home'. Once Brennen let go completely I ran up to my room were I've been for over 72 hours. My room has a bathroom connected to it so I could just use that. I stayed silent letting my thoughts run frantically through my head, then came a voice i thought I had gotten rid of a long time ago, but obviously it didn't, it had come back and it sounded pissed and meaner then ever. 'You are a failure, you just watched your 'best friend' walk out of your life and you did not try to even stop it, how pathetic' it basically screamed at me with such hatred, it was hard to say it was not right, because it was, I really did watch my best friend leave, and I could not do anything about it, just watch. I rolled out of bed and slowly crawled into the corner, were I sat, curled into a ball and trying not to cry, "Sam would not want me to cry anymore." I said barely above a whisper.
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I'm sorry that it's sad and probably trash but, it's an update, so it's good and sorry for the short chapter I could not thing of anything else to write, (writers block is a bitch) anyway,hope u liked the chapter and there will be a update very soon.
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