"You left me..."

Im here p1

A/N the song is how Colby feels, somewhat.😅
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Colby's p.o.v
*before Sam comes in his hospital room*
I could hear everything around me.  It didn't feel like I was underwater or like I was far way, it just felt, isolated. Brennen was here with me talking to me, even though I couldn't talk back. I would try to move every once in awhile, but it was hard to even think about moving. Brennen was rudely interrupted by the sound of him getting a call. He picked it up and said "well look he finally decided to call me back," I could tell it was Elton who called him cause he was raging on for an hour about how 'Elton won't pick up his damn phone' I found it funny for him to get so worked up about it, but then again, they thought I was in a coma,so,ya. Then came a voice that I couldn't tell who's it belonged too, it said "First off, stop being a prick,he came to help me, and secondly WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH COLBY, and thirdly hey Brennen it's been a minute hasn't it." Brennen then mumbled "hole crap it's Sam" then I heard him run out of the room and I was there trying my best to move something,anything. I had to see Sam, I needed to be with Sam, sam was all I could think about then I managed to move my arm, but not much. I could feel my body slowly recovering from the 'not moving for awhile' thing and start to regain feeling in all of them. It felt weird and like I wasn't supposed to be moving but I need to see Sam,I needed to tell him how I felt and if he didn't feel the same then I would at least walk away knowing I told him how I felt. Then I heard the door close as quietly as possible. Then heard someone sit down beside me. I thought it was Brennen, but this, it felt so familiar, like I could be in this stat and still be able to feel safe. Then who ever was beside me took my hand and slightly squeezed it then let out a few hushed sobs but they were still to were you couldn't really hear them. After a minute or two, who ever was beside me kissed my hand and started speaking, "Colby,I have no way of telling if you can hear me or not but if you can... I want you to know that I'm right here, I'm not leaving and if you can't tell who it is talking to you right now, it's me, it's Sam and I promise you, I'm not going to leave you alone again, I not going to leave ever again,Colby, I know you got my hoodie I left you, I know you got the note. I want to tell you what I wanted to tell you when I got back, the thing I wanted to tell you is...," I was shocked I didn't know what to do lightly squeeze his hand back at try to wake up or what, I didn't know. I wanted to see were this was going so I didn't do anything. Then Sam continued "tell you is... Is that I-I love yo-you, I love you with every fiber of my being and that will never change, I love you more then my best friend, I don't know if you can hear me but, I don't ever think I can tell you how much I love you because I don't know how to tell you, Colby I don't know if you feel the same or if you even love me in the same way but, I don't think I can tell you face to face about how much I love you because I don't want to make a fool out of myself, I know, I know, that a selfish thing to say, but I couldn't handle it if you didn't fell the same and I was to screw everything up between us, Colby I NEVER WANT TO LEAVE YOU AGAIN OR SCREW ANYTHING UP BETWEEN US, I love you and I will do everything in my power to protect you, do everything and/or anything for you, even if we never get together, I will do everything I can to always make you smile or laugh, I would give you the world, tell you no ones ever going to hurt you, and tell you sweet little things to distract you from yourself and/or the negative voices in you head, I would do anything for you, even if it meant that I had to give up my life for you I would. I never want to disappoint you but, I feels like I already have.," I wanted to cry, he felt the exact same thing as I do, but I couldn't cry because I was asleep. He took a deep breath and started again, "I love you, and I just confessed how much I do, so I'm asking you, begging you to please give me a sign that you can hear me, anything please." I could tell his voice was shaky, he really did feel the same I wanted to get up and kiss him till we couldn't breath, but at the moment I couldn't do anything, so I weakly squeezed his hand back and taped my fingers on his hand. He sighed in relief but I could fell how he tensed up, knowing the fact that I could actually hear him. He then moved around for a moment, then I felt him get into the small hospital bed with me, I felt him put his head over my heart I had no idea what time it was, but I was assuming it was time to get to sleep. I took a deep breath to let him know I was regaining control over my body again, and before it went silent he whispered, "I love you Colbs, goodnight. I hope to see you in the morning." He would see me in the morning and that I promised.
6 hours later
I spent the last 5-6 hours maybe, getting the feeling back into my body, and I had done it. I know have full felling in my bode, I was awake and just watching Sam sleep. It felt nice to know he wouldn't be leaving anytime soon. My hand was lightly messing around with his hair, I saw all of his bruises and I wanted to kill his family, but it was against the law and that was the most frustrating thing ever to think about. Then the door opened, and there stood a very shocked Brennen, then his shock faded into a smug grin, he then proceeded to pull out his phone and walk over to me and Sam. When he was at the end of the hospital bed he snapped a picture and sent it to everyone, because only a few minutes later, everyone was stumbling into the room. They were about to brake out into asking me a million questions but I raised my hand up to my mouth and make the 'be quite' signal with the look on my face that said 'I swear if you wake him up, I will kill you in your sleep.' They all backed up and just smiled widely. Then I felt movement, I looked down to see Sam trying to figure out were he was then he looked back at me confused, I just smiled, then something clicked in his head, the next I now I'm being crushed by his super hug. I hug him back just as tightly, he was sitting on my lap and had tears running down his face, then again, I did too. We sat like that for a few minutes. Then the doctor walked in and just smiled. The next hour was him asking me questions and running a few tests to make sure I would be ok, all while Sam was sitting beside me. Once the test results came back he told me I was good to go home, but I would need to take it easy for a few days so I don't strain any of my muscles because I wasn't supposed to be awake. Everyone was in the lobby waiting for me, I was getting back into my own cloths that Brennen had picked up for me from the house. When I was done I walked out and was face to face with Sam, he wouldn't look me in the eyes though. " you know I heard your confession." I said softly, he just looked down, I then cupped his face with my hands and made him look at me "Sam, I feel the same." Was all I said then I smashed my lips onto his and it took him a minute to figure out what I just did, when he realized what I did he kissed me back. Then when we pulled away I put my forehead on his, then we were rudely interrupted by the sound of throats being cleared, we both looked up to fine Brennen and Elton, they both had smug looks on there faces then they said at the same time "Well it's about time!" Sam's face went red and he hid in the crook of my neck, while I hugged Sam with one arm and flipped them both off with the other while saying "fuck off." And just holding Sam. It was perfect, then I realized that the voice was gone. I smiled widely at that thought, I had the love of my life with me and that's all that I cared about. "Well are we going to go home, or are you just going to stand there?" I look at Elton who just opened his mouth and found that Brennen had went to get the others. Me and Sam  both just smiled at each other and nodded, Sam was back in my arms, he wasn't going to leave, he loved me the way I loved him and that's everything I could ask for out of life. We walked out of the room and down to the lobby holding hands, once everyone saw mine and Sam's hand they all broke into wide smiles. I kissed Sam and was about to walk out of the hospital with his hand in mine when a Christian woman walked past us and glared at us. I then stopped, turned around, and spoke. "Do you have a problem?" And with that Jake, Elton, Sam, Corey, Brennen, and Aaron stopped and turned around to look at what's going on. "Yes, I do have a problem. You are disrespecting the bible, and shall burn in hell for your sins. You are even disrespecting me just by talking to me." The women spat, "well I'm so sorry that you feel that way. So how would you feel if I did this?" I then took Sam by the face and kissed him passionately while the women basically screamed "IM GOING TO BE SICK!!!" And this that she ran off and I broke the kiss for air. I then took Sam's hand and walked past everyone who had shocked expressions on there faces it was priceless. I walked to the car, with a smug look on my face and the love of my life next to me. I then stood by the car waiting for Elton to unlock it, so I took the opportunity and said "I'm never going to be ashamed to be with you out in public, so don't thing I'm going to try to stop myself when people like that pop up." His face just went red and he once again tried to hide his face in the crook of my neck, then everyone erupted with laughter. Elton unlocked the car and we all got in and drove home.
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A/N
CALM DONW DON'T WORRY THATS NOT THE END THATS JUST THE BEGINNING OF A HAPPY ENDING. so there's plenty more to come.👌👌👌
Word count :2081
That's a lot more then I was expecting myself to write. Either Wednesday or Friday the next chapter will be out sorry for any spelling errors I will go back later and fix anything I missed hope you liked it🙃🙃🙃🙃 (please vote, (you don't have to thou)).
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