Jack Avery | Secret Love 2

10.

Taylor's P.O.V

He lent in and placed his soft lips on mine, he kissed softly. I kissed back. It felt amazing, my stomach flipped a hundred times and fireworks went off in my head. This is not right.

We kept kissing and he moved his hands down to my waist, I placed my hands on his arms and moved into the kiss more. Suddenly I came back to earth.

I pulled out and wiped my mouth, "jack stop" I whispered as I moved out from his grip. "What's wrong?" He said as if nothing was wrong at all, "this isn't right" I said fixing up my hair "none of this is" I said once again.

"Yes it is, you felt it too" he said reaching out to grab my hand, I pulled away "I can't okay, not again. Not after what happened last time" I said wiping a tear making sure not to ruin my subtle make up.

I walked over to his bathroom and grabbed my lipstick out of my purse, he followed me over. He leaned against the door frame and ran his hands through his curls, "I missed you for so long Taylor, and now that we've found each other again I don't want to lose my chance to get you back" he said sincerely.

I reapplied my nude lipstick before looking at him, he had sorry written all over his face and even I felt sorry for him. "Get me back?" I said, he was being ridiculous. "Yes, I want you back Taylor. I miss that" he said pointing over it the door recalling what had just happened.

I folded my arms and looked at him for a little while before speaking, "I'm in LA for two more weeks until my break is over. You've got two weeks to impress me Avery" I said before walking past him, he just laughed and shook his head.

I grabbed his hand and walked down the narrow stairs, as he followed shortly behind me. I pulled him behind me as we walked through the crowd of people over to the bar, "you want a drink?" I politely yelled over the music. He looked at me for a little while before giving in, "only for you!" He yelled back.

I smiled and ordered one shot for me and a shot of apple juice for Jack. "Don't get to crazy ok?" I said as I held my glass up, "I'll try not to" he nodded and laughed as he held his glass out too, "cheers" we both said at the same time before gulping down our drinks.

I squirmed a little and pulled a sour face, "oh my gosh it's been a while" I said as I placed the small glass down. Jack laughed and spoke to the waiter as I picked up my last drink. I sculled the toxic drink, getting used to the taste by now. "A water and a vodka soda please" Jack said to the waiter holding two fingers up as he spoke. He looked at me with a smile as did I.

This is going to be a long night.

• time skip •

"She said do you love me i tell her only partly, I only love my bed and my momma I'm sorry!" I yelled as I danced, forcing Jack to as well, I spun around as I held my hands up in the air. "Gods plan, God's plan" I sung again as I grabbed his hands and danced with him.

"You want to go? It's getting quite hot" I yelled over the music to Jack, "yeah, come on" he nodded before grabbing my hand and helping me walk through the crowd. We walked outside and saw everybody scattered around in groups chatting and drinking, some laughing as the drunk ones stood out.

As Jack led me through the back yard past the pool I saw Jonah talking to a girl on some pool chairs and Daniel kissing a girl in the pool. Jack and I looked at each other and giggled, "where are we going?" I said confused as Jack walked past everyone around to the side of the house.

"You'll see" he said with a smile as he let go of me and climbed up a ladder, i furrowed my eyebrows and followed him up. As I got to the top Jack reached out and I grabbed his hand as he helped me up onto the roof with him, "Wow" I whispered as I looked out at the view.

"This is amazing" I said breathlessly looking up at the sky and seeing nothing but stars and a big bright moon. "Isn't it" he smiled as he looked as well, he walked over to the edge where the roof was flat and sat down on a big blanket with pillows on it. I went over and sat down next to him.

"Sometimes I like to come up here at night to think. And most of the time I fall asleep" he said as we both giggled at the last part, "do the boys know about this?" I said as I looked at him.

I stared at his beautiful complexion that still makes me drool every time, he's truely beautiful. "No. Just me" he said as he then looked at me, noticing I was staring.

I smiled and then snapped out of it and looked out to the view of los angles below us. "Do you ever think about it?" He said as he laid his legs down and rested back on his arms, I looked at him with confusion. "Think about what?" I said politely back.

"Us? The way we left everything?...the baby?" He questioned, going silent before saying the last part. "Don't Jack" I said as I rubbed my head, "that is the last thing I want to talk about right now" I said as I wiped a tear off my cheek.

"I'm sorry" he said as he put his head down. Shit. That's not fair I need to be nicer to him, it was his baby we lost too. "Sorry Jack, I shouldn't be like that. He was yours too" I said with a smile. He looked up at me with shock, his eyes were wide and teary.

"It was a boy?" He said in shock, I nodded my head. Jack didn't want to know the sex of the baby so when I found out, Christina and I were the only ones that knew. I wiped away another tear, and added a little giggle. "You would've been such a great dad" I said.

He smiled, "yeah, I would've" we both added a laugh on the end. We laid there in silence for a little bit longer until I felt my eyes growing heavier and my body beginning to go numb, I had my arm over Jack and the blanket wrapped around us.

I looked up at Jack and saw him looking up to the sky, Then my eyes closed and everything vanished into nothing.