Jack Avery | Secret Love 2

18.

Taylor's P.O.V

Jack had a heartbroken look on his face as he gestured for me to go on with the story, and that I did.

"He told me about Gabbie, and how she broke your heart. You didn't deserve it Jack, not again" I paused once again as I looked at him, shattered. "He told me about all the songs you've been writing...and how upset you were when I left" tears now falling out of my eyes like a waterfall, "...He told me, about all the nights you'd spent crying over the baby, over me. That was rock bottom for me Jack, you don't understand how hard it was for me too. I tried everything to try and get over you, everything. And not one single thing compared to the way I felt with you, every day for as long as I could remember, I thought of you, I thought of our little baby that could have been, I though about what we could have been. He was so, so nice to me that night." I said trying to wipe away all my tears.

"What, did you do Taylor" he gritted through his teeth as he wiped away a tear, I looked at him with pain dwelling in my eyes. Why? Why did it have to come to this? "We kissed. That's all Jack it was just a kiss, it wasn't long and it wasn't passionate, it was just a kiss. I didn't feel anything and neither did he, I immediately knew it wasn't right and I stopped it. I told him not to say anything to you because I knew how much it would hurt you knowing I was there in Paris with you after all those years. With him" I cried out as I looked over at him and his poor heart that shattered with betrayal.

"What the fuck? You sweet talked one of my best friends and then decided you'd stick your tongue down his throat? Are you fucking kidding me? That's low Taylor, even for you." He said with so much anger he could have burst, "you made him keep that secret all those years when you knew how upset I was, you didn't come and say hi to the rest of us like the selfish person you are. I fucking tried Taylor!" He yelled as he stopped the ride and stormed off into the deep crowd of the pier.

"Shit" I whisper-yelled to myself as he walked away "Jack!" I yelled hoping, just hoping that he'd stop and wait. Everyone piled off the ride and I broke down into tears as I fell into Christina's arms, "I messed up guys, bad" I cried as I wiped my cheeks, "woah, hey Tay shh what happened" Corbyn said as he hugged me tightly. I pulled out of the hug and Jonah looked at me, knowing what had happened. "I told him about Paris Jonah" I cried sympathetically as his guilt filled face looked lifeless.

"Paris?" Zach said right as Daniel spoke "When did you go to Paris?" He said confused. "Long story short, a few years ago I was in Paris for fashion week, I saw Jonah when I was out for dinner and he wasn't with you guys so we bumped into each other and walked and talked and I was emotional and upset and one thing led to another and we had a small, meaningless kiss. We both agreed it was wrong and I told him he couldn't tell anyone under any circumstances" I said as I tried to catch my breathe back, "I just told Jack" I said as tears dwelled in my eyes once again.

"Wait what!" Daniel said confused yet again as everyone's mouths dropped to the floor in shock and a small amount of anger painted on their faces. "Well let's not just stand here let's go get the poor guy!" Corbyn shouted as him and Christina walked off to the exit.

"Jack!" Jonah yelled as we watched him approach an Uber, "don't speak to me Jonah, please!" He yelled as he went to open the door. "Just let me explain Jack" I said as I wiped away more tears, Jack looked at me with sympathy one more time. He held up the Uber and slowly walked over until he was a couple metres away from us.

He had a smile on his face, "what do you want to explain Taylor? Is it...the fact that you went behind my back and kissed one of by best friends after leaving me heartbroken? Or...the fact that you made him hide it from me all these years just to cover your own ass? Or, is it the fact that we've also been fucking each other for the past couple weeks and you still didn't have the audacity to tell me?" "Which one Tay?" He said proudly with a curious look on his face.

"Fuck you Jack. You always find a way to fuck everything up don't you" I said as I stopped the crying, only to be extremely mad now knowing that I'll have to explain what Jack just said to everybody else...

"Whatever you say Tay, but let's be honest here, you'll be crawling back into my bed as soon as you can because you love it. You love the fighting and the making up, you love the feeling it gives you. It's a sick game Taylor and I don't want to play it anymore, I can't" he said as he backed away towards his Uber.

"Let's not forget Jack, you were the one that asked for whatever this little fuck around thing we've got going on here. Your the one that wanted to work things out, I wanted to tell you everything but I could never find the right time and you know what? You would have never listened and given me a chance anyway. Cause that's what you do Jack you push me away as soon as it becomes too much, it's exactly what you did last time and it's exactly what your doing now!" I yelled as i frustratingly wiped away a tear.

He shook his head and wiped his face and hopped into his Uber and drove away, leaving me standing there in the middle of the road looking like an emotional wreck with tears streaming down my face.

Christina ran up behind me and gave me hug, followed by the rest of the boys except for one...Corbyn.