Jack Avery | Secret Love 2

29.

Taylor's P.O.V

It's been about a week since we started tour and about a week since I first started being sick, I'm still sick and it feels as though I'm not getting better or worse. We're headed to Orlando, Florida today and the boys have a show tonight. It's about 5 in the morning and I've been woken to that sick feeling again, I brush it off and go back to sleep but I'm woken up again at 6.

"I'm not letting you get away with this Taylor" Jack said as he climbed around his bunk trying to make his bed, "Jack seriously I'm fine" I said again playing with my fingers in my lap as I sat across from him on my bed. "Taylor. You've been sick constantly for about a week, that's not right it should've calmed down a bit by now. Your going to see the doctor today ok" he said as he turned around and looked at me.

"Jack seriously it's just a fever, I'll be fine" I groaned, "I haven't been physically sick for a couple days, it's just headaches and temperatures. I promise you I'll be fine ok I don't want to waste time seeing a doctor only for him to tell me what I already know" I said trying to argue back to Jack, even though he was trying to stand his ground about me going to see this doctor.

"Ok Taylor but if this gets worse I'm gonna say I told you so" he said looking at me before walking down to the front of the bus to join the rest of the boys in a video game. I groaned once again before laying back and resting my head on my pillow, slowly resting my eyes...

• time skip •

It was about an hour before I the boys' show starts and they were inside doing last minute warm ups, while Christina and I were out in the bus getting ready.

We we're sitting on the lounge and Christina was doing my makeup for me as I was (let's face it) horrible at make up. "Hey Chris..." I mumbled on as she continued to brush stuff on my eyelids, "yeah..." she said with her tongue out a little as she concentrated.

"Uh..." my heart began to race a million miles per hour as I struggled to spit out my next word, "You ok Tay?" She said putting the brush down and fiddling with the other tools. "Uh I guess I've been better" I nodded, "I just uh, I sorta um missed my period". I said as my breathing got louder and my chest rose rapidly, my eyes began to well up but I caught back the tears as much as I could.

"Oh...Tay" She said as she dropped her things in shock and looked over at me, her face suddenly lost all its color and she began to look like I have for the past couple weeks. "Oh god Christina I don't know what to do" I said as I suddenly gave in with tears rolling down my cheeks.

She gave me a real sympathetic look before holding her arms out "oh hunny come her" as I sunk into her arms, "just don't smudge your make up yeah?" She said lifting me back up. I filled as I wiped my tears away, carefully.

"Hey, look at me" She said softly as she lifted my chin, "everythings gonna be alright, we're gonna go get a test in the morning and you never know everything might turn out alright" she smiled an almost convincing smile.

I tried to nod my head in agreement but I just couldn't, "B-but what's happens if it's positive? I can't do this to Jack again Chris I just can't" I said as I stood up and began pacing around the room.

"Look, I'm not going to lie to you it's going to be difficult yeah but Jack is the best thing that ever happened to you and I know that for a fact ok? And you know what else, I know for fact that no matter what happened last time you guys are gonna be so great at this. Your not 18 anymore Tay, your a grown adult and can take on any challenge god throws at you" She said with a proud voice, I stood and watched her with a small smile as tears rolled slowly.

"Just remember, no ones gonna love you through this more than us, more than Jack. Whatever the case may be, we're always here for you. We love you Tay, All of us" she said whispering the last part.

"Thanks Chris that really meant a lot, I just can't help but freak out a lot and wonder how I'm gonna tell Jack you know?" I said sitting down.

"Yeah I know...hey why don't we head off to the show and you can get a good nights rest then, tomorrow I'll help you figure this out" she smiled. I nodded and as I put my shoes on and we headed for the door.

I took one more deep breathe.