Jack Avery | Secret Love 2

30.

Taylor's P.O.V

Last night when we were at the concert all I could think about was how I was going to tell Jack what's happened, sure I haven't taken a test yet but I'm still freaking out.

This morning we woke up and Jack was in a loving mood, he was giving me little kisses all morning. It made me feel even more guilty for not saying anything yet. We had been driving all night and the bus had stopped so the driver could eat before we hit the road again.

"Hey boys?" Christina said as she walked into the lounge room where we were all sitting and eating breakfast, they all turned their heads and look at her. "Tay and I have to duck down to the shop, I gotta girl emergency" she smiled and winked as she walked over and kissed Corbyn on the cheek.

"Ok babe, you don't want us to come with you?" He said taking another bite of his cereal, "no!" I blurted out as they all turned and looked at me in confusion. "I mean, no it's fine we're just gonna have some girl time and walk and talk about girl stuff you know" I said with a nervous laugh.

Christina looked at me with wide eyes as I walked over and put my shoes on, "hey, are you alright?" I heard Jack say from behind me as he placed a hand on my shoulder. "Hm? Oh yeah I'm fine, just a little tired I think" I said with a smile as I stood up and gave him a soft kiss "I'll see you soon ok?" I smiled again. "Ok" he smiled back and went and sat back down, that was close.

Chris and I arrived at the closet store we could find to where the bus was, it was a small gas station somewhere along the outside of Georgia. And in a couple days were meant to be in Atlanta for the show, the boys and David have started to stress a little that we won't be able to make it and have started to consider flights and hotels for the rest of the tour.

"Tay!" I heard Christina he'll from one of the aisles, I walked past everyone until I found her in the last one. We stood and stared at all the different pregnancy tests until I had an idea, "why don't we just grab a couple of them so we know for sure" I said as I began nervously biting my finger nails.

Christina looked over at me and then back at the shelf before grabbing 3 different tests and going over to the counter. As we were leaving I suddenly felt a hot flush come over me, "Chris I don't feel so good" I said as I held my stomach.

We we're a couple metres away from the bus as I ran over to the bush and threw my guts up, great. "Oh my gosh! Morning sickness! That's why you've been so sick lately! Wow, it all makes sense" she yelled to herself as she pondered proudly among her discovery.

"Yeah" I said wiping my mouth in disgust, "I know". We walked into the bus and the boys weren't there, "where are the boys at?" Christina asked The bus driver. "They've gone with David, Zachery and Eben to take some pictures, they told me to tell you they'd be back in about half an hour" he smiled before going back into his bunk.

"This is great! You have time to take them!" Christina whisper-shouted as we walked down to the back of the bus, "ok I'm ready" I said as I took out the test and went into the bathroom. "Good luck gal, I'll be right out here" she said taking a seat outside the bathroom.

I carefully peed on each stick before placing them down on some paper on the bench. My heart get like it was pounding out of my chest and it was racing so fast my mind couldn't keep up, it was making me even more nauseous than I already felt and I had head spins like no other.

The lints began to race through my head such as, how am I going to continue modelling? Or are jack and I going to be ok? Are we actually having a baby, are we really gonna do this? And the worst one of all,

What if I lose it again?