Jack Avery | Secret Love 2

17.

Taylor's P.O.V

"So beautiful" I said looking out onto the ocean as our carriage lifted up into the air, "yeah, it is" Jack whispered back as he carefully watched me admire the view. I turned to catch him and he smiled a quick smile thinking I wouldn't notice, but I always do.

It was silent for a few more seconds before I heard Jack softly start to sing;

I'm in too deep
Can't touch the bottom with my feet
Don't know what you did to me, I can't breathe but I'm living

He took a deep breathe in and I looked at him long and hard, trying to comprehend what was going though that mysterious mind of his. I think now was the right time.

"I was in Paris, for fashion week a few years ago" I paused and huffed as he looked at me with an intrigued look, "and- I was going to get some take out for dinner, I really felt like tacos that night" I laughed. "I was walking down the street, hidden In clothes from paparazzi. And-" I paused yet again, "I-i saw a boy, he looked so familiar to me, so I walked closer to him to get a better look at his face. And that's when I noticed it was Jonah, he wasn't with you guys and I was really confused. All these thoughts and emotions were running through my head, all the memories of you and it was a lot for me to handle. I didn't realise how close I was to him and all of a sudden I had bumped into him while trying to get away from him...h-he noticed who I was straight away and yelled my name and I looked at him in as much shock as he did to me. He walked over to me really not believing it was me and gave me a long hug, we talked and walked and talked again for hours as we caught up with each other. He told me how you were doing, he told me about you quitting alcohol and focusing on the boys and your family" I said as a couple of tears came out of my eyes knowing he was going to be heartbroken by the end of my story.

Why didn't I tell him sooner, I'm such a horrible person. He would never have done this to me and I regret ever doing it. I should have never gone over to Jonah that night in Paris and I should never have walked and talked with him. I should never have told him not to tell Jack anything and I should never have ever done this to someone I loved so very much.

If I only I could take back time...

I'm sorry :(
I know it's a short one but it felt like a good cliffhanger, the next chapter will be out tomorrow I promise 💗 All my love, J.