The Playboy Is Mine

Chapter 11

Charlotte West

Three weeks after Jessica walked on me and Joel naked in bed, Joel left. He was calling once in a while to check up on me. I was happy, but my consciousness told me to enjoy while it lasted. Now six months later, Joel has long forgotten about my existence. He never calls. Nor does he check on me anymore. I crave his touch every day. But the feel of his hands rubbing against my body seem to be a distant memory. How his member jumped in joy inside me, feels like it’s a part of me that I can never ever feel again. Though he stopped caring, I still want him so bad. I let out a sigh and began singing

"How can I remember to forget, when my heart just won't let me, make myself un love you tell me that it’s not true. I know all the reasons, I just can't believe it, and pretend we have never met. So how can I remember to forget, ooooh forget...." I let the tears freely slid down my cheeks. I switched on the screen only to find Joel and some hot model sucking each other's face. I cried even more. I continued my sad song

"Wish that I could hate you, so I could let you go. Wish I never met the, the one I want the most. I could fill an ocean, with all the tears I have cried, tell me you were joking, just a dream I had last night, but am wide awake, and I want you so much right now. How can I remember to forget these emotions and all the....."

"Oh enough please. Till when are you going to do this to yourself? Ave had enough. Get up go in there; shower, and we are going out this instance. Hurry up doll. Before I drag you by your ears to your bathroom." My best friend said shaking her head over my idiocy.

"This feels like déjà vu Jess" I chuckled.

"Really? When did we do this?"

"You have forgotten? This very same thing happened for your brother to show up with Barbie doll?"

"Oh" she looked down sheepishly, "tell you what? Let us have a day in, we eat and stuff our faces out."

"Alright, am going to take a shower, you order whatever you want"

I sprinted upstairs, before another issue broke out.

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"Chloe, come down stairs real quick" Jess called out and she sounded afraid. I quickly run to her

"What's wrong baby doll?"

"Look at this." She handed me a paper, I read it out loud

Watch your back bitch. You don't know what is lurking in the corners in the dark. Remember, we still have a bone to pick

"What the actual fuck? Where did you get this Jess?"

"Someone threw a stone up the window; it was attached to the stone. Do you have an idea who wrote it?"

"No, I haven't fought with anyone in centuries."

"Oh my gosh. Am scared Chloe. I think I should call Joel. He will send a security team pronto."

"I don't need your brother. I can handle this... I got your back boo. Chillax and forget about this. The sender had the wrong address."

"I surely hope so." I hugged her in reassurance.

"Chloe, I will let this slide now. But if anything happens to you, am so calling Joel. Deal?"

"Alright, deal."

"Go get dressed. Food will be here any second."

"Aye aye Captain"

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Two pizza boxes and a huge amount of ice creams later, we had long forgotten about the stupid note. We beige Game of Thrones season 1-7, watched Merlin, and a couple of cartoons.

"Chloe am going to bed.”

"Alright, am right behind you." She disappeared upstairs. I looked at my phone hoping Joel would send a simple good night text, but alas, gone were the days. I fought back the tears threatening to fall out of my eyes. I sighed, went to bed, changed into his T-shirt, and hugged myself to sleep. That night I resolved to kill the love I had for Joel. The wounds he plastered on my heart run deeper than anyone could ever imagine

From this day onwards, I will teach myself to unlove Joel Xander Williams.

With that thought, I drifted off to dreamland.

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