Hacked my Heart (707 x reader)

8

Yoosung and I spent the rest of the day together. We went out for lunch to a sushi bar and then went for ice cream.

"Y/n... I'm really happy that we worked this out. I hate fighting with you." Yoosung said to me as we sat down on the porch.

"Me too." I responded as I nibbled on my ice cream cone.

"So... um... what is happening with you and Luceil?" He asked, keeping his head down.

"Yoosung..."

"I won't say anything bad. I just want to know."

"I like him. I really like him. I always have but I was worried about what you were going to think and then before the party we talked and kissed me and it was just everything I had been missing. I'm sorry that I can't be what you want  me to be. I think it always has been Saeyoung. And it always will be Saeyoung."

"Oh. Well I'm glad he makes you happy."

"He really does." I sighed.

"So does that mean I won't see you as much?" He asked. I could hear the sadness in his voice.

"Yuyu..." I took a deep breath. "It's not like I'm going to be running away but I am going to be spending time with Saeyoung. More than I usually did. And some days I might stay at his place. I'm not avoiding you but I also need to balance out my time so I can be with him."

"Ya I understand."

My phone started to ring. It was Saeyoung.

"Hey you!" I said with a big smile on my face.

"Hey I just wanted to check up on you! Is everything ok?" He asked. I could hear the engine of a car and assumed he was driving.

"Oh everything is just fine! Now what are you doing calling me while you are in a car? You could hurt yourself if you aren't paying attention!" I said.

"I'm fine babe don't worry about me."

"Saeyoung I am going to hang up if you won't. You should not be calling me while you are in a car. You already drive like you are drunk. Adding a phone to that is asking to get hit." I laughed.

"Yeah yeah. Y/n I told you I'm-" The tires screeched and the line went dead.

"Babe?"

No answer.

"Babe?"

Still nothing.

"Saeyoung I swear to god. If this is some joke..."

Absolute silence.

"Saeyoung please answer me." Tears started falling down my cheeks.

"Shit!" I screamed as I immediately texted Vanderwood that something had happened to Saeyoung and he responded almost immediately that he was calling me. I picked it up as soon as it rang.

"Vanderwood what happened? Please tell me he is ok!" I was sobbing into the phone.

"I was tracing his phone. He got into an accident. I'm coming to pick you up."

"An... an accident?" I whimpered.

"I don't know how serious it is but I know he is going to want you there. I'm getting in the car now I'll be there in 3 minutes. Stay calm."

He hung up the phone and I ran inside. Yoosung, who had been listening but had no idea what was going on, ran after me.

"What happened?" He asked concerned while holding my shoulders.

I tried to get out of his grasp. "Let go I have to grab my stuff. Vanderwood will be here soon." I was still sobbing.

"Y/n! I need you to calm down and tell me what happened!" Yoosung said, raising his voice.

"Saeyoung got into an... an... an... accident!" I was choking on my tears as he finally released me and I ran to grab my bag and purse as well as Saeyoung's signature sweater that he gave to me early in the day. I put it on and breathed in his scent. I heard the car horn and I ran outside.

"Yoosung I'm leaving!" I called as I ran towards the car.

"Wait!" He called back.

"I can't. I'm leaving now. I'll keep you updated." I said as I got into the car.

I closed the door and the tears started again. I pulled his sweater tighter around me as I started shivering. What if he died? What if the last thing I said to him was that he sucks at driving? I didn't get to say I love you! I didn't get to say goodbye! All of a sudden my stomach started hurting and I could feel the back of my neck prickling.

"Pull over now!" I screamed.

Vanderwood did and I opened the door only to puke all over my legs. I had tears running down my face and I couldn't stop being sick. I was hunched over the side of my seat while the door was open and I was puking on the side of the road as well as my legs that I was too weak to move. Vanderwood immediately pulled my hair back from my face and rubbed my back.

"It's ok y/n. Just let it out. It will pass."

After about 5 minutes I stopped and was just left crying. My eyes were shut tight. Vanderwood got out of the car and picked me up bridal style, placing me in the backseat of the car.

"I need you to take your shorts off ok?" He said calmly as he grabbed a blanket from the trunk and cleaned my legs off.

I nodded and pulled my shorts and underwear off and placed them on the vomit filled blanket. Thankful Saeyoung's sweater came down to my knees so after I zipped it all the way it looked like I was wearing a dress.

"Are you ok?" Vanderwood asked with his hands on my elbows to keep me from falling over.

I shook my head. "I am so scared." I whispered.

"I know. But Seven is a fighter. With you by his side he has something- someone- to fight for."

I didn't respond. I just stared blankly at the ground.

"Come on let's go to the hospital. I called them after I called you and then said they have him. They said he is scratched up pretty good and that he has yet to wake up. I think he needs to hear you voice. I'm sorry I let you think these terrible things. Let's just go now ok?"

I nodded and we drove off. When we got to the hospital I ran inside.

"I am looking for Saeyoung Choi!" I told the woman the the desk.

"No visitors at this time." She responded without looking up.

"Please miss. He could be dying. I need to see him. I need to say goodbye if that's what this is." I cried.

She finally looked up and I could see her eyes were fixed on something behind me. I turned around and saw it was Vanderwood. He was holding an ID card and the woman nodded.

"Room 307" She said.

"Thank you so much!" I said quickly before running towards the door.

I pushed it open and ran inside. There he was. He had gauze all around his head as well his hands and his arms and face and legs were all cut and scratched. Tears streamed down my face as I softly grabbed his hand.

"Hey baby..." I whispered bringing his hand up to my lips. "I'm so sorry Saeyoung."

I stayed like that for a while. I pulled out my phone and updated Yoosung before putting it back in the pocket of the sweater.

"I have your sweater on right now. It smells just like you. Please wake up Sae. Please please please. I hate seeing you like this." I said softly.

I placed my hand on his face and brushed my thumb over his lips.

"You are going to be ok. I'm right here. I'm going to be here when you wake up." I whispered.

Holding on to his hand, I placed my head down on the hospital bed and closed my eyes.