Hacked my Heart (707 x reader)

17

"Come on y/n." Yoosung said softly while shaking my arm to wake me up.

I opened my eyes and sat up. I was still pretty pissed after today's events but nothing could mask the confusion I felt in my heart. I walked into my room with Yoosung close on my heels.

"What happened back there?" He asked me.

"What are you talking about?"

"You know what I'm talking about y/n. I don't think it was right for Seven to lash out at Vanderwood but I won't lie and say he is the only one who saw you flirting with him."

"Flirting? I was not flirting with Woody."

He raised his eyebrow at me.

"I mean Vanderwood!" I said quickly.

I grabbed a pair of sweatpants and went to reach for Saeyoung's sweater which was laying on my pillow, pausing as my hand hovered over it. I couldn't stop thinking about what Vanderwood had said. He loves me. And I... didn't say that I loved Saeyoung. Why didn't I say I loved Saeyoung? I shook myself off and went to grab one of the shirts I stole from Yoosung a while back.

"My head hurts so much when I think about this." I told Yoosung quietly.

"Think about what?"

"Vanderwood. And Saeyoung. I just..." I trailed off.

"Y/n... do you love Seven?"

"Yes... No... Yes?" I sighed, sitting on my bed.
Yoosung came and sat beside me, putting his arm on my back. I lay down, resting my head on his lap.

"I don't know anymore Yoosung." I said, a tear sliding down my face. "I thought I did. But then I saw Vanderwood and his eyes just looked right into my soul and they are just gorgeous."

"It's ok to not know." He told me.

"I think I do know. I don't love Vanderwood."

"Oh?"

"But I can't be with Saeyoung."

"Oh..."

"It's one or the other or none. And right now it's looking a lot like I'm going to have none... I need to talk to Saeyoung."

"Ok..."

I sat up and rubbed my eyes. I picked up my phone, clicking on Saeyoung's name.

9:07pm

Y/n: hey.
707: hey. Omg I am so sorry!! I was so stupid and ughhhhh
Y/n: do you know the old brick factory that burned down by Yoosung's place?
707: yes?
Y/n: meet me there in 20 minutes
*y/n has left the chat*
*707 has left the chat*

I turned my phone off and stood in the doorway. As I was about to walk out Yoosung stopped me and pulled me into a hug.

"I'll support you no matter what ok?" He said.

"Ok." I smiled and grabbed a sweater before heading out to the car.

I sat down in the drivers seat and hold on to the wheel, resting my head against it. Shit.
I started the car and drive off. I could see him before I got out of the car and I immediately wanted to turn around. My mouth went dry and I felt cold and shaky. He jogged over to meet me and pulled me into a hug. I stiffened.

"Hey." He said, running his hands through his hair.

"Hi." I responded. I took a deep breath.

"Listen about the party-" He started.