Reading over this book I've been on hiatus with... I realized how I hate that I basically wrote my future....
My mother died July 4th of 2018 and its been... Tough.
I've been down and depressed about it but BTS and kpop have helped me a lot.
If I didn't have BTS I would've probably taken my own life with her by now.
It's a lot of stress with her passing and me trying to find a job and people pressuring me to get a job and be financially stable but it's hard. A lot of things keep piling up and I want to do so many things. I have so much free time but I procrastinate and feel depressed and not wanna do anything other than watch random BTS videos and sleep A LOT.
I sleep from 11pm to 12 noon most days which is bad for my health. Speaking of health there's a lot wrong with me physically that I procrastinate too.
Despite the sad... I've met people in the past half year that have made me so happy and I get deeper into kpop and find happiness within that arena with the group's and the fans.
And I'm grateful for that. I'll try to update here because I so so love writing and reading. I do... But sometimes it's hard. Hence my bio.
Anyways. I hope y'all are happy and healthy and resting and eating well.
Love y'all... <3
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If Not You, Then Who?
FanfictionYour bias may be Namjoon. But in the end, you might get Jin. The title speaks for itself.
