im not anyone who's vented previously, but since i need somewhere to vent, so TADAhere i am
im a very introverted person, i dont make friends easily, and even when i have close friends, i keep a lot of things from them. only one of them knows my sexuality and none of them know im depressed and cut. i have two groups of friends, the ones i love with every fiber of my being and love me back, and the "popular girls" who im forced to hang out with during most of my classes because they're the only ones who can tolerate me in the classes i dont have with my real friends (also social pressure).
recently two of the "popular girls" have started to half bully, half tease me. i dont think they necessarily mean to insult me, but assuming i like the male gender, and then shipping me with some guy i haven't talked to in two years kinda does, you know? like having the one your closest to tell you your straight when you're anything but, kinda hurts. having the girl who you despise the most (and she hates you right back) tell you to kill yourself, kinda makes you take a lot of steps closer to suicide, whether its supposed to be a joke or not.
well... yeah have my depressing vent
im going to go try to stop reminding myself that im useless and probably end up cutting
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