What are we doing with our lives?/Spam Book

Vent

I won't be saying who this is but,
    The world seems to be falling apart for me.
   I don't tell anyone when I want to vent, I just stay silent and try to help others.
     And most of the time it seems like I fail, time after time of attempts to help but in the end, I didn't change the outcome.
     School doesn't help either.
   Grades make me feel like a fucking idiot, the constant glaring of popular kids and the whispering.
     I couldn't fucking take it anymore. And I have too many thoughts of cutting myself but in the end I can't do it.
     I just needed to vent here.
    - Unknown Squad Member