Mayhem

First fight...

Recap

"I met Jasey before you two even started dating "I pointed out

"True but even if we were to get back together she still is far away "He said

"I trust you two will work it out now I need to go find Jimmy "I said

"Love you bro"I said as I began to walk away

"Love you too sis "He responded

Amelia's POV

I walked around the entire inside and outside of the clubhouse and couldn't find Jimmy anywhere ,I even went to the roof and still couldn't find him .

His bike was still in the lot so I was confused to where he could be ,I was about to leave the clubhouse compound when someone grabbed my arm.

"Amelia"I looked at my younger cousin with confusion

"Mitch what's wrong ?"I asked

"Your looking for Jimmy right ?"He asked

"Yeah do you know where he is ?"I asked

"No but I saw him storm away from the clubhouse about 30 minutes ago "I frowned

"Thanks Mitch"I hugged him and continued to walk out of the clubhouse compound

10 minutes later

I walked around aimlessly as I searched for Jimmy ,I already looked at all our favorite spots , his favorite spots ,hell I even looked at the bar down the block from the club but he's no where in sight .

Tears suddenly fell from my eyes and my lips began to quiver ,loud sobs came from my mouth and I began to shake slightly .

I shut my eyes tightly as I wrapped my arms around my body , feeling vulnerable and scared .

For some reason flashbacks and old feelings from when my mom would disappear for a few days when I was younger consumed my mind and body, the feeling of sadness ,loneliness and vulnerability entered my mind and body .

Jimmy and I have never fought before and I knew our first fight would come eventually , but I didn't think it'd end up with me crying on the streets at night as I searched for him .

I found a bench that was near a street light and sat down ,my loud cries filled the empty streets .

I hunched over and cried into my hands ,I was so zoned out that I didn't hear footsteps so when a hand placed itself on my shoulder I jolted surprised .

"Baby"Jimmy kneeled down in front of me as I continued to cry

"Aw baby come here"Without hesitation I jumped into his arms and cried

"Shhh"He gently rubbed my back as I tightened my grip around him

"Amelia"He called my name softly I pulled away a little to see his face

"I went to get a pack of smokes from the gas station "He explained

"I looked there ,I looked everywhere"I said after I was able to catch a breath

"After I got my cigs I went to the park across the street from the gas station "I leaned my head against his chest

"I'm sorry"I whispered

"No I'm sorry, I know you've never seen me upset before and I also know I should've told you my reasoning for why I didn't want you to be by yourself "He said as he rested his hand on my cheek

"I'm also sorry for worrying you"I kissed the hand that was resting on my face before cuddling into it

"I've never ever seen you mad or upset before "I whispered