Mayhem

Hold me

Recap

"Thank you Luca "I said as I pulled out of his arms and went into Jimmy's opened ones

"I love you"He whispered into my ear as he gently turned me around

"I love you too "I said leaning my head on his chest

Angles POV

I stared at the ceiling as I heard the evened out breathing of my kids and Damon .I felt my stomach churn as I thought of what can possibly happen now .

"Baby it's 3 in the morning come on"Damon said scaring the shit out of me

"I felt you move out of my arms and knew you were awake "He said

"You need to relax"He cooed

"For our babies"He said

"Hold me"I whimpered

"Aw Baby"He wrapped his arms around me and gently rocked us,causing my eyes to grow heavy and to be met by darkness

Next morning

I felt little kisses being placed all over my face,my eyes fluttered open to see Quinn staring at me with a her big doey eyes and pouty lips .

"Mommy"She whispered

"Yes munchkin"I whispered back as I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her into a hug

"What's going on ?"She asked

"Nothing that you have to worry about baby "I said as I gently stroked her soft cheeks

"Now why don't you wake up your brother and then we'll go make breakfast for everyone "She shook her head before jumping down from the bed and doing as I asked

"Babe"I gently shook Damon awake

"What's wrong "He asked groggily

"Nothing"I said in a very unconvincing tone

"Angel baby talk to me "He said now fully awake and looking at me with caring eyes

"Damon I'm just scared and it scares me to admit to that because I'm not supposed to be scared "I said looking down at our joined hands

"Angel your allowed to be scared and you have every right to be "I sighed and wrapped my arms around him as I pulled him into a hug

"Just hold me "I whispered

"I got you"He whispered back

"I got you"

Amelia's POV

I smiled as Quinn and Alesso jr jumped around the kitchen as they helped grandma with breakfast.

"Amelia where's mommy ?"Quinn's asked as she hugged my waist

"She was supposed to cook breakfast with us "She said pouting

"I'll go find her honey "I said patting her head before leaving the kitchen

I walked down the hallway of bedrooms and stopped when I saw moms .

The door was slightly cracked so I peeked in and what I saw was mom and Damon hugging each other both upset facial expressions .

"Damon what if he finds me ? "Mom whispered

"Angel your safe and so are the kids "Damon said as he rubbed her back

"But what if we're not ?"She cried

"I have to much to loose "She said

"What if he gets me ? My kids won't have a mother and Amelia"She continued to cry

"She's finally pregnant...what if I don't meet my first grand baby "Not being able to take it I bursted through the door and yanked her from Damon's arms into my own

"Mommy I love you "I cried as she switched positions so she was holding me

"I'm sorry you had to hear that Amelia you shouldn't have had to see that"She apologized

Angles POV

"She's finally pregnant...what if I don't meet my first grand baby "After those words left my lips the door busted open and arms wrapped around me

"Mommy I love you "Amelia cried as I automatically switched the positions so Jk was holding her

"I'm sorry you had to hear that Amelia you shouldn't have had to see that"I apologized right away

"Mom why can't you ever just let us see what your truly feeling ?"She asked

"If I'm not strong for you guys who will be ?"I said as I wiped her tears away

"The only person who will ever truly see and here my feelings is Damon and that's how I want it "I felt Damon squeeze my shoulder

"Luca and I are old enough "She protested

"But you'll always be my babies and I want to protect you and your younger siblings "I stated

"Mom please I want to help you too "Amelia said now looking me in the eyes

"You can help me by staying healthy and looking after your siblings "I said

"Why do you say it as if your about to die ?"She asked

"Because I don't know what's going to happen and that is the truth "I said

"Mom promise me you won't do anything irrational "She begged

"Sweetie you know that's what I do best but you also know I'll do anything and I means anything to protect my family "I said

"It's my job to protect my family and if that means getting shot to protect you guys then so be it "I continued

"Now I'll be honest what scares me is that if I'm killed your siblings will have to grow up how you and your brother did ,be raised by one parent "I said honestly

"You want the truth there it is, however don't get use to that because I don't want you to worry I want you to relax and let me do the worrying "I gently wiped her cheeks as tears fell from her eyes

"How can you tell me not to worry when you basically just told me you might die "She cried

"Shh this isn't good for the baby "I said as I hugged her tightly

"Sweetie go fine Jimmy okay I want you to relax "I said

"Okay"She cried as she got up and left

"Come here"Thats all he had to say before I fell apart completely

3 hours later
Damon's POV

I looked down at angles face and smiled ,I finally got her to stop crying and fall asleep .

"Daddy?"I heard

"Shh baby mommy's sleeping "I whispered

"Is mommy okay ?"Quinn asked as she walked into the room

"She's just a little sad but that's nothing you should worry about "I said

"Why don't you go to Luca he has Andrew "She smiled and shook she head before skipping out of the room

"I won't let anything happen to them "I whispered as I held her more tightly

"I love you"

"I love you too"She whispered groggily

"Shhh go back to sleep"I said kissing her head